En mi opinión...

Mobile

2011-07-20T16:41:00.001-07:00

Revive! Live! Walk!

Coming back to life...

2009-09-21T21:46:00.003-07:00

I had so many ideas to write this year, so many, exciting things to say, to show, to scream, projects and works... but I didn't, I promise myself I will, and then I don't do anything... this must end.

This comeback will be stronger than ever. I promise.

Will be back soon

2009-01-19T19:33:00.002-08:00

There is a huge update coming...

I'm still working on it... ok I just started but, I intent to get back on track.

Essence Of Dreams

2008-10-13T21:58:00.003-07:00

"The essence of a dream can follow you all day long. Sometimes two or three days. I have had dreams as a little kid that I remember like they were yesterday, though as time goes on these dream are sometimes hard to tell from actual events as they survive in my memory.

"I am fascinated with the essence factor of dreams, period. They are as real as the essence felt from the ambient of an actual place, like a house you grew up in. Your favorite bar, or your school. The first Christmas tree you see every year, the smell of it, and especially songs. Some feelings these environments evoke are awful, some magical. All of them completely real. Real enough that numerous cultures throughout history have believed that the dream world is every bit as important and substantial and a vital part of human life as the conscious state. Some mysticisms actually look at the world of dreams as being the 'true and only world' and everything else an illusion. For my money, if you put an ice pick through your hand, I think it will prove to be a pretty fucking good illusion.

"Last night I had a dream that has been following me all day like a sick dog. I was in a hotel near the house I grew up in. I was in a café that happened to be the lunch court of my elementary school. Various friends from my past were walking up and talking to me. In the middle of this scene walks Layne Staley. He looked much like he did the first time I met him. Shoulder-length hair, clean-shaved. Clear-eyed and looking about 20 years old. I was so happy. Confused a little, but in a dream like this, I just wanted to accept the idea that there was some mistake and he was alive and well. He seemed happy and said was working on some new music project.

"I woke up not long after that with the feeling that I had really just talked to him and he was somewhere doing just fine.

"My next thought was one that has plagued me for years. Sitting in Kelly Curtis' living room with about 30 people, all sobbing. We had just come from Andy Wood's extra weird funeral-wake thing at the Paramount Theater. It had these new age overtones that didn't fit Andy's life at all. There was an amazing film of Andy with Mother Love Bone band mates. All of Andy's friends and family were there, mixed with a bunch of fans who I didn't like but knew Andy would have loved. The fans went home. His friends went to Kelly's. We were crammed in a smallish living room with people sitting on every available surface. Couch arms, end tables, the floor. I was leaning on the back of one of the couches that face away from the rest of the room and toward the front door. I remember Andy's girlfriend looking at everyone and saying, 'This is just like 'La Bamba',' then suddenly I heard slapping footsteps growing louder and louder as they reached the front door and Layne flew in, completely breaking down and crying so deeply that he looked truly frightened and lost. Very childlike. He looked up at everyone at once and I had this sudden urge to run over and grab him and give him a big hug and tell him everything was going to be OK. Kelly has always had a way of making everyone feel like everything will turn out great. That the world isn't ending. That's why we were at his place. I wanted to be that person for Layne, maybe just because he needed it so bad. I wasn't. I didn't get up in front of the room and offer that and I still regret it. No one else did either. I don't know why.

"Years later, at Layne's funeral, I was angry. I kept hearing the 'twice-as-bright-half-as-long' speech and the 'he-was-just-too-special-for-this-world' nonsense that I had heard at so many other funerals for so many other friends that were so young and talented. I'm not sure why I was that angry. Angry at Layne? Angry at all my other friends for leaving me? Angry at the people running around in circles saying 'I knew him best' or 'I was the only one he really trusted,' angry at all of them for squandering what I thought of as brilliant futures that would make the world feel to me like a place worth living? Or maybe I was just mad at myself because he was dead, and one time I had a chance to pick him up, dust him off and let him know that there was a person who cared about how much pain he was in and I didn't do it.

"If I ever run into him in a dream again, I hope I remember to apologize.

"Night all. Sweet dreams."

By: CHRIS CORNELL

Momentos

2008-08-18T21:25:00.002-07:00

Hace algunos alguien en mi cabeza escribió lo siguiente. (Pensé que seria interesante compartirlo.)

8 [Ideas are bulletproof.] 8 dice:
hay momentos en la vida
en que ciertas decisiones causan un parte aguas en el transcurso de nuestros dias

I'm running but I've got nowhere to be dice:
por ejemplo?

8 [Ideas are bulletproof.] 8 dice:
muchas cosas
puede ser tan simple como el hablarle a una persona y conocerla
o no
puede ser tan simple como leer un libro o no leerlo
decidir tu comida
tu ropa
tu forma de ser
tu "ambiente"
tu música a los ojos y oídos de los demás
puede ser tan simple o trivial como decir una frase de la mejor manera posible, ser tal vez poético o ser directo
dos frases distintas, con resultados diferentes
no lo crees así?

Esquina Norte '08

2008-08-06T14:07:00.003-07:00

Esquina Norte, el principal congreso de diseño del noroeste del país, es una serie
de conferencias y talleres prácticos celebrados cada otoño en Tijuana.

Evento de talla internacional que es posible gracias a un reducido grupo
de profesionistas que de manera independiente, comprometida y responsable, han
creado un foro de inspiración para más de 2500 estudiantes de México y Latinoamerica.

...diseñadores gráficos, industriales y de modas, comunicólogos, arquitectos,
artistas plásticos y visuales, mercadologos, ilustradores, videastas...

Seis exitosas ediciones han convertido a Esquina Norte en una amplia comunidad
de estudiantes, profesionistas y académicosque de manera intensiva expanden
sus mentes a través de esta oportunidad de diálogo y esfuerzo conjunto
con creadores internacionales, en un ambiente pocas veces igualado.

Conferencistas 2008

Trino - http://www.trino.com.mx
Fernando Llanos - http://www.fllanos.com
Tristan Manco - http://www.tristanmanco.com
Héctor Galván - http://www.omelette.com.mx
Diego Fernández - http://www.injaus.com
Lot-ek - http://www.lot-ek.com
Morning Breath - http://www.morningbreathinc.com
Aesthetic Apparatus - http://www.aestheticapparatus.com
Nate Williams - http://www.n8w.com
Entre muchos otros...

Además como ya sabes, no pueden faltar nuestros hermanitos Héctor Falcón,
Eduardo Escobar (escobas) y Eduardo Barrera (quien diseñó nuestra imagen de este año
y por la cual estamos muy contentos...)

La lista de conferencistas puede cambiar sin previo aviso

PARA MAYOR INFORMACION:

Jhoana Mora
044 (664) 6286220 Desde Tijuana
045 (664) 6286220 Desde el interior de la República
011 52 1 (664) 6286220 From USA or Canada
00 52 1 (664) 6286220 From Europe
Nextel 152*15*1046
chicapin2@yahoo.com
http://www.esquinanorte.com

Musical Thought(s) Of The Day [May/18/08]

2008-05-18T15:17:00.002-07:00

By MJK.

"A child's rhyme stuck in my head.
It said that life is but a dream.
I've spent so many years in question
to find I've known this all along."

Third Eye

"So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason ...
before we pine away."

Reflection

Hola de nuevo...

2008-05-18T14:00:00.002-07:00

Tras una larga ausencia patrocinada por la falta de tiempo, solo algunos anuncios, he tenido tantas ideas de posts, sin embargo el tiempo termina por ganarme...

1) Este blog tiene mas 1000 visitas desde que instale el site meter, meses después de haber abierto el blog.

2) Ya me arrepentí de la maestría.

3) Tengo trabajos por terminar, pero lamentablemente, ninguno es realmente pagado.

4) Necesito dinero.

Para planes futuros, desde hace tiempo quiero agregar reviews de albums que han influido en mi, como Euphoria Mourning de Chris Cornell, tal vez Grace de Jeff Buckley, algo de Foo Fighters tal vez o de Tool, no se veremos como va, aunque creo que no haré uno de Buckethead, es demasiado extenso, aunque podría hacerlo....

En fin, sigo vivo, estoy feliz, pero todavía no realizado, pero puedo decir que mis planes para los próximos 2 años han cambiado radicalmente, y me agrada mucho, espero no tener dudas sobre esas decisiones y que todo salga bien...

Musical Thought Of The Day [Feb/11/08]

2008-02-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

The problem is
We've been trained
We've been programmed
To not dream
Not want
Not think that there's a better life available
Other than the one that's being portrayed to us
Through the tube
Through the radio
We don't even understand how much
The world is ours
But we just haven't claimed it yet

Black Ice & K-Salaam

The Best Of 2007: "Colors"

2008-01-13T14:46:00.001-08:00

"It's a must these days, for the colors are fading."

Colors by Between The Buried And Me

"Foam Born: (a) The Backtrack" – 2:13
"Foam Born: (b) The Decade of Statues" – 5:20
"Informal Gluttony" – 6:47
"Sun Of Nothing" – 10:59
"Ants Of the Sky" – 13:10
"Prequel to the Sequel" – 8:36
"Viridian" – 2:51
"White Walls" – 14:13

"Colors" is definitely the best album of the year, is split into 7 songs and 8 tracks interconnected as a one flowing musical composition to make a feeling of a one 64 minute epic song.
Described by the band as "adult contemporary progressive death metal" and you can add to that: Jazz, Psychedelic, Metalcore, New Wave, Polka, Grunge & others.
But "Colors" is much more than a bunch of music genders on the same song; it's excellent produced, mixed and of course: performed masterpiece.
This albums goes beyond their previous work, definitely their best work by concept, technical playing, and the most ambitious, making a clear evolution in the band and setting a highlight in their career. Indeed is "1 hour 4 minutes 9 seconds of jaw dropping musicianship".

About the album:
Ultimate-Guitar.com has named it 2007 Album of the Year in their annual This year in Metal

Hands down, there is no doubt whatsoever that this is the best this year, and one of the best albums released in the past decade. Taking death metal, grind, hardcore, progressive rock, technical stuff along the lines of Dream Theater, ambience, jazz and a good chunk of Pink Floyd and various other rock bands, putting them all in a big blender and then create a coherent and enjoyable entity... it should be impossible.

But, BTBAM have managed to do just that. Transcending more genres than should be allowed, the outcome is one that deserves platinum sales, Grammy nominations, #1 spots on Best-lists and the influential status of many of the artists whom the band has been inspired by.

Ants Of The Sky

Between The Buried And Me
Tommy Rogers - Vocals/Keys
Paul Waggoner - Guitar
Dan Briggs - Bass
Dusty Waring - Guitar
Blake Richardson - Drums

Official Site - Myspace

Happy Holidays [delayed]

2008-01-13T13:34:00.000-08:00

Happy Past Holidays.

New year, new beginning.

The End Of All Things To Come

2007-11-30T22:27:00.000-08:00

I think it hasn't really hit me, but today got me harder than before...
before seem unrealistic, but wasn't.

Today was probably the last day I will ever step foot on a class room as a student at CETYS, even if there is a chance of something else, today was different.

This is the end and yes, there is a lot of things to come for this almost engineer... but I don't think this is actually a good end.

I have learn and master half of what I actually need out there... bummer.

More to come...

Rage Is Here To Stay

2007-10-14T14:33:00.000-07:00

Rage Against The Machine is back.

They played Coachella after almost 7 years of separation, and now after playing a handful of dates, RATM has planned a lot of dates for the near future and, I'm sure, more to come. This is my favorite band coming back to take over the music world.

PLAYED DATES:

Abr/29/07 Indio, CA Empire Polo Field [Coachella]
Jul/28/07 New York, NY Randall´s Island [Rock The Bells]
Jul/29/07 New York, NY Randall´s Island [Rock The Bells]
Aug/11/07 San Bernardino, CA Hyundai Pavilion At Glen Helen [Rock The Bells]
Aug/18/07 San Francisco, CA McCovey Cove Parking Lot [Rock The Bells]
Aug/24/07 East Troy, WI Alpine Valley Music Theatre

TO COME:

Oct/26/07 New Orleans [Voodoo Music Experience]
Oct/28/07 Las Vegas, NV [Vegoose]

Jan/18/08 Auckland, New Zealand @ Mt. Smart Stadium [Big Day Out]
Jan/20/08 Gold Coast, Australia @ Parklands [Big Day Out]
Jan/22/08 Sydney, Australia
Jan/25/08 Sydney, Australia @ Olympic Park Showgrounds [Big Day Out]
Jan/28/08 Melbourne, Australia @ Flemington Racecourse [Big Day Out]
Jan/30/08 Melbourne, Australia
Feb/01/08 Adelaide, Australia @ RA&HS Showgrounds [Big Day Out]
Feb/03/08 Perth, Australia @ Claremont Showgrounds [Big Day Out]

Feb/07/08 Castle Hall, Osaka, Japan
Feb/09/08 Makuhari Messe, Tokio, Japan
Feb/10/08 Makuhari Messe, Tokio, Japan

From End to Start

2007-10-01T17:10:00.000-07:00

I wonder how my life is going to end... NOT how I'm going to die (that I know)

12:97:24:99

2007-08-27T13:14:00.000-07:00

"The sublime destroys the boundaries of finiteness, yet this phenomenon is seen by the self not as an act of destruction, but rather, as a kind of elevation and liberation. For it is on the feeling of infinitude which it now discovers within itself that it may enjoy an experience of its own boundlessness."

Update

2007-07-22T14:50:00.000-07:00

He dejado un poco al olvido este blog desde Mayo, pero pronto pondre los blogs ya planeados desde hace algun tiempo: Espacio Vanguardia 2007, 22 y uno especial sobre las elecciones en Tijuana y Baja California que espero cubrir lo sucedido, pues lo tengo programado para una vez despues del resultado (inevitable por cierto).

22

2007-07-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

First off, I like to say that this past year has been... GREAT!
Really, I had everything, really honest happy times, there where moments that I was overwhelming by great feelings, I like the fact that I prove to myself that waiting is worth it sometimes.
Is great to have an honest smile in my face, not that hypocritical look in the face that one has to put every time someone asks "how are you?" pff!
So this year had a lot of UP's in different times, places, moments, with different people that's what so great about this year, it had so much!, the variety of situations that I been... is a really good sign how can I be...

It also had a lot of nothing moments, where nothing really happen, and I had no expectations, no ambitions, just plain nothing , didn't felt bad about it, didn't bother me, but I mention this now because unlike an immediate past, I did thought about it, and amazed me the fact that I actually didn't care...

Another thing that happen to me this year, is that I grow up, I mature, and one way is that now I'm convince that I can control a lot more my feelings, it cost me, but I actually can, I see now what's ahead of me, I see how is the situation, and lately, I choose to play... to experiment, sometimes I felt kinda bad for my "subject of study", but hey, nothing is free in this life...

This year had as well good old FUCR times, didn't took me by surprise, I saw them before they came and I simply embrace them, I embrace my destiny since the beginning, I knew that I was on denial and I act in hope that I could be wrong, which I wasn't of course, but what did took me by surprise was the low point that I hit this past year/semester, I hit the lowest depressing point I ever had, and it wasn't a moment, it was a period that lasted long enough to let me know that wasn't a momentary thing, is just part of me:
I know now, that without something that can hold me on... well let's just say that I know how I'm going to die...
I have talk about my low points in the past, but I realize that I'm attach to my depression, without something that helps me past the days, even if I don't care in the beginning, is a path to a depressive time, those that I love and hate at the same time...

I thing the most important thing about this year, is that I now know myself and I accept and embrace myself, my few goods, my abundant horrible lows and downs and bads, I now musically reflect how far I come, I'm not afraid anymore of what other people think (although I might care), I know that I can show whatever me I want, and I'm good at it.

PD: I think I might add something later...

^^

2007-05-20T15:05:00.000-07:00

Eras
Más
Macho
Antes...
Nunca
Utilices
Ese
Look

-ale

One Truth

2007-05-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

Life is better without hopes or expectations

Try it, you will actually enjoy life.

The Best Things In Life Are Not In Here

2007-05-13T18:49:00.000-07:00

"Information is not knowledge.

Knowledge is not wisdom.

Wisdom is not truth.

Truth is not beauty.

Beauty is not love.

Love is not music.

Music is THE BEST."

-Frank Zappa

Ezekiel 25:17

2007-05-05T13:06:00.000-07:00

The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides
By the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men
Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and goodwill
Shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness
for he is truly his brother's keepers and the finder of lost children
And I will strike down on thee with
Great vengeance and furious anger
Those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is
THE LORD
When I lay my vengeance upon thee.

"I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, it meant your ass. I never really questioned what it meant. I thought it was just a cold-blooded thing to say to a motherfucker before you popped a cap in his ass. But I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice.
Now I'm thinkin': it could mean you're the evil man. And I'm the righteous man. And Mr. 9mm here, he's the shepherd protecting my righteous ass in the valley of darkness. Or it could be you're the righteous man and I'm the shepherd and it's the world that's evil and selfish. I'd like that. But that shit ain't the truth.
The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin', Ringo. I'm tryin' real hard to be a shepherd. " - Jules Winnfield

Pure Imagination

2007-04-22T16:56:00.000-07:00

"Come here with me, and you'll be in a world of pure imagination.
Take a look and you'll see into your imagination.
If you want to view paradise, simply look around and view it.
Anything you want to, do it.
Want to change the world, there's nothing to it.
There is no life I know compare with pure imagination.
Living there you'll be free if you truly wish to be."

Written by Leslie Bricusse / Anthony Newley

You know it's time to move on when...

2007-04-06T19:57:00.000-07:00

When you been trying to move since forever, but you couldn't, then you find out that you really didn't want to move on, then reality hit you and you realize that the hole world move on and your reason is begging for you to clear your mind into whats really happening...

I have awaken in a new era now.
And I refuse to think in the past.

Determination...

2007-04-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I decided that this would be the first day of the rest of my life.

(Today I'm sick)

Stay Away

2007-04-03T20:51:00.000-07:00

I have only 3 things in my life: Pride, Ego and personal space.
I like my personal space, I 'enjoy' my personal loneliness...
So, do me a favor and remember this rule about me: STAY AWAY FROM ME. DO NOT TOUCH ME.
There are a few exceptions:

1) You are a 'special' person for me.
2) I agree with you getting close.
3) You are a very sexy woman and/or a woman that I really like (as a person)
4) You are going to show 'hello' or 'goodbye' in a physical shape that I agree with.

If you don't know if you can get close to me, then you can't.

If you are a woman, I may allow you, but I will feel too nervous.

If you are a man and you invaded my personal space, you WILL suffer physical damage.

Thank You for your attention.

Confessions

2007-03-18T20:04:00.000-08:00

I'm an emotional person, I ain’t any kind of ‘emo’ or something, but I came to the conclusion that: I’m a very depressing person for no reason at all.
Usually I don’t have a problem with that, some times I’m just sad and I get mad at myself because that is just not right.
But here is the deal:
I KNOW there are lots of people with bigger issues than mine;
I KNOW that probably, in a way or another, my life is better than most, or I imagine;
I KNOW my so call ‘problems’ are probably just an exaggeration created by me.
That being said:
WHY do I feel like the lowest form of human being?
WHY is it, that even around crowds of people, I feel so ‘lonely’?
WHY do I often think of killing myself?
And I hate myself for that, I really do, I honestly do HATE myself for that.
Feeling bad for myself? Feeling lonely? Feeling heartbroken? Feeling the most stupid man alive? Feeling like I’m better dead? Feeling like I lost happiness? Feeling nostalgic? Those are just the most stupid, coward, pitiful, cynical and infuriating collection of feelings that a man could have.
I’m unworthy of the life I got to live, how many would pay for that?
I’m hunted by demons created by me. Pathetic excuses of bad memories. I’m being hunted by decisions that I will repeat. Hunted by the very moments that defined my life.

There was a time when I was happy with my life, I really was; I remember that even I suffer, that there happen the moments that make me who I am now; I was happy, I had a smile all the time, and I mean ALL the time.
But that kid went away, he realize that life was made and shape in the forms and colors of pain and that there is nothing he could do about it.

I was becoming really happy just no too long ago, was overwhelming, feeling happy once again is priceless. I saw a purpose of life, a way to go through the day, a goal, a meaning. Sounds a lot, but I just felt like that, couldn’t help it, it takes you by surprise.
After long, I still regret that it was me, that I act just like me, that I didn’t try to be better, smarter, more analytic, just not the fool old me.

Do you know the feeling of wanting to cry, but you just can’t? I’ve been like that since a few years ago, at least once at day, except for a short period of time. I don’t like it.

I want to be strong. I want to be happy. I don’t want to be another lonely soul. I want to be better.

The problem is: I’m just not.

A.K.A. Travis Bickle

2007-03-10T21:52:00.000-08:00

"The whole conviction of my life now
rests upon the belief that loneliness,
far from being a rare and curious
phenomenon, is the central and
inevitable fact of human existence."

-Thomas Wolfe
"God's Lonely Man"

Keep going...

2007-02-18T14:33:00.000-08:00

[...]

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going...

The 90's

2007-02-11T13:08:00.000-08:00

***This brings back too many memories...
I was born in 1985, the first half of the 90's I don't remember that much, but I remember a lot of these things, 90% of this, and I miss the good old days, full of innocence, full of smiles, of happiness..***

Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this.

Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.

It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.

You're a 90's kid if:

You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]

You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain

AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."

You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not

when everyhting was settled by rock paper scissors..or bubble gum bubble gum in a dish...and even better daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.

when cops and robbers was a daily activity.

when we played Hide and go seek until our legs grew numb.

when we used to obey our parents

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.

"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet. He's a Hero.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular.

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS.

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.

You remember those Where's Waldo books.

You remember eating Warheads.

You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies.

You remember Ring Pops.

You remember drinking Surge, and Tang.

If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"

When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.

You played and/or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.

. . . Furbies.

You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.

And Windows 95 was the best.

You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.

Michael Jordan was a king.

YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out.

You collected those Beanie Babies.

Carebears

Gak was the coolest stuff invented.

Lambchop's song never ended.

The old dollar bills.

Silver dollars, which were cool to have.

You remember a time before the WB.

You collected all the Troll dolls

If you even know what an original walkman is.

You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

You know the significance of the number 23.

You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace.

You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.

Before the MySpace frenzy . . .

Before the Internet & text messaging . . .

Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .

Before MIKE JONES . . .

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .

Before Spongebob . . .

Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off of our walkmans.

Way back.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

Dog Day Afternoon

2007-02-03T14:06:00.000-08:00

Tarde de Perros: Non-Director's Double Cut!

That's what I call a FUCR week, ended by the most FUCR style ever!

Fell On Black Days

2007-01-29T23:39:00.000-08:00

Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
Whatsoever I've fought off became my life
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded
And now I'm doing time
Cause I fell on black days

Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now
Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down
I'm a search light soul they say
But I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
Cause I fell on black days
How would I know
That this could be my fate

So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking
No, not tying
No, not tying

I sure don't mind a change
But I fell on black days
How would I know
That this could be my fate

Lilac Wine

2007-01-28T17:20:00.000-08:00

Out of the game that I never really wanted to be in.
Don't want to be again in the game.
Don't want to know about the game.

The inside is under arrest.
Is on the basement. Below the basement.
And there it should stay.
Maybe I was a fool to think that I wanted to be in a game where no one wins.
Where no one is safe. Where I'm not safe.
And I risk myself. This that I've feared has come to life.
I'm over and out.

I was unready.
I made mistakes that I don't ever realize about.
I have to find what is wrong with me. And fast.

I want to fix me.
Until then...
No more Lilac Wine for me.

The Patient

2007-01-13T22:43:00.000-08:00

A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.

But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here.

Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient (wait it out).

If there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
Gonna wait it out.

If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away by now.

And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may.

Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this.

And if there were no rewards to reap,
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may.

Gonna wait it out.

Comenzo el año...

2007-01-11T15:50:00.000-08:00

Y ha sido bastante genial, al menos la primera semana fue bastante buena, 2 exámenes a titulo aprobados (Redes con 100!), y pues todo parecería estar en orden, una semana que no esperaba que fuera tan buena, y aun, honestamente no la creo real, pero solo ha esperar el resto del año, es mi ultimo año de la carrera, si es que nada sale mal, lo que significa que dentro de un año seré Ingeniero ;)...

Realmente no se que esperar de este año, la segunda mitad del año pasado fue realmente extraña, fuera de planes y demasiado, pero demasiado buena, e incluso, tal vez comparada con lo que hubiera sido si todo hubiera salido acorde a lo planeado, conocí mucha gente que de ninguna manera hubiera conocido de no haber sido por que me quede estancado, además de muchas experiencias buenas, no me arrepiento de nada...

Realmente no sabia que escribir, así que solo quiero decir que mi año 2006 se termino muy buen y comenzó aun mejor, y eso ya es algo.

I Am Hated

2006-12-18T19:43:00.000-08:00

The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But waht's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED

I love the song.

A Week On The Run

2006-12-03T22:33:00.000-08:00

La semana fue algo normal supongo, lo normal que una semana puede ser en nuestras vidas, normal pero siempre con algo que contar, pero me agrado, otra semana de trabajo duro con su recompensa monetaria, pero es cansado y en tiempos aburrido, pero blah, en realidad me esta medio agradando POR AHORA.

Conocer mas a la gente es siempre bueno, lo mejor es cuando uno se llega a conocer de pronto, llega como un balde de agua fria... pero sin el balde y menos mojado...

Esta semana se paso de lanza el clima!, estupido viento enfriador de vacas!!!

Fuimos a ver Godspell el miercoles, funcion de las 8:30, Franco, Pollo y un servidor, y la verdad me diverti bastante con cosas que no se pueden decir por ser demaciado ofensivas y grotescas, digo, el pollo estaba involucrado que se podia esperar... Ale rifa :)...

El jueves en Base de Datos, hicimos examen, y el vato mas IN y DO que conosco (y no me refiero a programacion, esto es otra Ciencia MUUYY diferente) se sienta al lado mio y de la pequeña Rox, total, le pase un ejercicio a Rox, y pues veo a Lalo sufriendo y le digo que le pida a Rox lo que use para pasarselo, y total, que mas podia esperar, LO DESCUBRIERON!!, o sea todavia que la profe me esta haciendo el paro, le agradesco con esa groseria, me senti caca, pero al final creo que todo salio bien... ese dia anduve corriendo por toda la escuela, primero para buscar a Magdaleno, luego a Salas, luego poniendo el verbo para Pre-Prensa y luego una expo bastante interesante sobre como nos prohiben cosas en el Cetys, cosas del Internet.. y pues total no nos prestaron los labs, y quede mal con Salas porque ibamos a ir el Sabado, pero no fuimos porque aun 3D no esta listo... me quede con el pollo a desvelarme para terminar cosas que no terminamos, lo unico que terminamos es de ver el P*U*L*S*E, el cual totalmente rifa!!!, lo deben de ver!...

Si ese Viernes fue divertido, me rei bastante al saber como Calderon tomo posesion y protesta, toma eso PRD!, jajaja, y pues fui a SD y compre cosas y QUE?, soy un cerdo capitalista hijo del capitalismo y criado entre el capitalismo, TODOS los somos, algunos lo aceptan, otros no, lo importante es SABER como lidiar con eso, y como tomar accion si eso pretenden, los estereotipos y lo establecido ha desaparecido, cada quien puede estar fuera de cuadro y aun asi seguir siendo parte de el...

Sabado de descepciones, no fui con el Lalo con diversion garantizada, no fui al cine y me quede en casa valiendo y viendo United 93... PERO esa noche me agrado bastante, fue satisfactoria a varios niveles, sobre todo personales, simplemente las perspectivas cambian, asi nomas, eso pasa, Life Happens, Shit Happens...

No estoy seguro de si mi dia de hoy Domingo comenzo a las 11 y algo que me levante o parte de las horas total y completamente disfrutadas y que se convirtieron en unas horas que tal vez me dieron de que pensar, de cualquier manera, hay muchas cosas que considerar y reconsiderar, no se, es un dia en parte igual que los demas, y en parte diferente, de esos que marcan cosas...
Pasadas las 5am me acoste con una sonrisa en mi cara, no se porque, ni pregunten, solo asi fue... desperte como a las 11 y algo, mi madre y mi hermana conspiraron para levantarme... en fin... practicament lo primero que hice fue computadora -> msn, oh sorpresa verdad?...
Desayune chilaquiles y luego me dispuse a terminar de ver United 93, esta buena la pelicula hasta el final donde todos son unos heroes...
Luego hubo un par de horas en las que no paso nada, hasta que me quede hablando con varia gente y pues si, buenas platicas e interesantes noticias y rumores...
Esperar en el frio y viento no es recomendable, pero lo volveria a hacer, no podria estar tocando de puerta en puerta, no podria, lo bueno es que no tarde mucho antes de estar adentro poniendome de acuerdo para un proyecto de un 'aburrido', y bueno, el tiempo se paso rapido...

Siguiente parada, el cine!, asi que el Consejo General F.U.C.R. se reunion casi en su totalidad, no estaba planeado asi, pero no se que paso, pero sospecho cosas, algo pasa lo se, tal vez no lo se al 100%, pero algo pasa y tal vez intervenga con los planes que nuestro Consejo tiene de conquistar el mundo!
Vimos una pelicula llena de homosexuales, pedofilicos, gente psicotica con doble personalidad y mas homosexualismo, la clase de peliculas que le gustan a pollo y a victor XD, na, esta muy interesante, se llama Silencio En La Noche o algo asi, con Robin Williams y asi...
Dejamos un friego de basura de todo lo que compramos, somos unos cerdos, bueno, somos hombres al fin...
Victor tuvo que usar la secadora de manos para niños!!!, si!, porque la de adultos le quedaba demaciado alta!, jajaja momento kodak ahi!
Durante el regreso una Caja Termonuclear Kamikaze intento interceptar y voltear y tal vez explotar el carro de Pollo, pero gracias a sus habilidades logramos evadirla!!!
Y ya, el resto fue discutir cosas de interes solo para el Consejo...

Odio que mi blog se convierta en un diario, pero pues bla, estuvo interesante, este Sabado que viene oficialmente seremos gente ya en visperas de Octavo, los grandes de la carrera, uy si... es para dar miedo en realidad... Este invierno sera interesante, mucho muy interesante, lo unico que espero es tomar mis 2 examenes a titulo y pasarlos... con 100!...

Bueno, sin mas, hasta luego...

Tiempo

2006-11-20T20:28:00.000-08:00

Hay un tema que desde hace no mucho me tiene intrigado, aterrorizado y fascinado: el tiempo...
Y es que es algo que simplemente no se puede dejar a la ligera...
Me intriga lo relativo que puede ser y como bajo ciertas circunstancias la perscepcion puede ser tan distinta...
Me aterra lo rápido que pasa mi vida, como todo parece que lo hubiera hecho ayer, como con cada decisión de cada segundo de mi vida, me redirecciona a otro lado, el tener siempre esa pregunta "que hubiera pasado si...?", el cual viene justo antes de "que pasaría si...?", esas dos preguntas son las más horribles que un ser humano se puede hacer si uno es inseguro y su mente es un desastre existencial y emocional, y las mejores al mismo tiempo, las posibilidades que dan si uno tiene seguridad y una mente más o menos sana o simplemente fuera de si por un segundo..
Me fascina el hecho de que no se donde estaré dentro de 5 o 10 años, pero me imagino en mil partes distintas, haciendo cientos de cosas diferentes y nada que ver una con la otra, me fascina como las cosas han cambiado y como en aquellos días no me hubiera imaginado aquí, de ninguna forma, de hecho, creo que la mayoría de mi vida ni siquiera me importo o simplemente no lo pensé...
Este no es un tema del que siempre habrá mucho que decir... así que por mientras, pierdan el tiempo de buena manera, apreciando una de las mejores canciones de todos los tiempos, y sin duda una de mis favoritas: Time por Pink Floyd del álbum Dark Side Of The Moon

Fuck You

2006-11-06T00:29:00.000-08:00

Post from July 2005

From the motion picture: 25th hour.

"Yeah and fuck you too. Fuck me? Fuck you. Fuck you and this whole city and everyone in it .

Fuck the panhandlers grubbing for my money and smiling at me behind my back. Fuck the squeegee men dirtying up the clean window of my car, get a fucking job.

Fuck the sheiks and Pakistanis bombing down the avenues in decrepit cabs. Curry steaming out their pores stinking up my day, terrorists in training. Slow the Fuck down.

Fuck the Chelsea boys with their waxed chests and pumped up biceps going down on each other in my parks and on my piers jiggling their dicks on my channel 35.

Fuck the Korean grocers with their pyramids of overpriced fruit and their tulips and roses wrapped in plastic. Ten years in the country and still no speakee English.

Fuck the Russians in Brighton beach. Mobster thugs sitting in cafes sipping tea in little glasses, sugar cubes between their teeth, wheeling and dealing and scheming, go back where you fucking came from.

Fuck the black hatted Hasidim strolling up and down 47th st in their dirty gabardine with their dandruff selling South African apartheid diamonds.

Fuck the wall st. brokers, self styled masters of the universe. Michael Douglas Gordan Gecko wanna be motherfuckers, figuring out new ways to rob hard working people blind, send those Enron assholes to jail for fucking life, you think bush and cheney didn’t know about that shit? Give me a fuckin' break.

Fuck the Puerto Ricans 20 to a car swelling up the welfare rolls worst fuckin' parade in the city and don’t even get me started on the Dominicans because they make the Puerto Ricans look good.

Fuck the Bensonhurst Italians with their pomaded hair, their nylon warm up suits, their St Anthony medallions, swinging their Jason Giambi Louisville slugger baseball bats trying to audition for the Sopranos.

Fuck the Upper East Side wives with their Hermes scarves and their Balducci artichokes, overfed faces getting pulled and lifted and stretched all taut and shiny you're not fooling anyone sweetheart.

Fuck the uptown brothers, they never pass the ball, they don’t wanna play defensive, they take five steps on every lay up to the hoop and then they wanna turn around and blame everything on the white man. Slavery ended 137 years ago, move the fuck on.

Fuck the corrupt cops with their anus violating plungers and their forty-one shots, standing behind the blue wall of silence, you betray our trust.

Fuck the priests who put their hands down some innocent child’s pants. Fuck the church that protects them. Delivering us into evil. And while you’re at it, Fuck JC he got off easy. A day on the cross, A weekend in hell and all the hallelujahs of the legioned angels for eternity. Try 7 years in fuckin' Otisville J.

Fuck Osama Bin Laden, al quaeda and backward ass cave dwelling fundamentalist assholes everywhere. On the names innocent thousands murdered I pray that you spend the rest of eternity with your 72 whores roasting in a jet fuel firing hell. You towel headed camel jockeys can kiss my royal Irish ass.

Fuck Jacob Elinsky, whining, malcontent.

Fuck Francis Xavier Slaughtery, my best friend, judging me while he stares at my girlfriend's ass.

Fuck Natuaralle Rivera, I gave her my trust and she stabbed me in the back, sold me up the river, fuckin' bitch.

Fuck my father with his endless grief standing behind that bar, sipping on club soda, selling whiskey to fireman and cheering the Bronx bombers.

Fuck this whole city and everyone in it, from the roadhouses of Astoria to the penthouses on park avenue. From the projects in the Bronx to the lofts in soho. From the tenements in alphabet city to the brownstones in Parkslo to the split levels in Statten Island. Let an earthquake crumble it. Let the fires rage, let it burn to fuckin' ash and then let the waters rise and submerge this whole rat infested place.

No, no, fuck you Montgomery Brody you had it all and you threw it away you dumb Fuck!."

Sometimes It Takes A Thousand Notes To Make One Sound

2006-11-05T20:48:00.000-08:00

"Taking people away in their imaginations is a lot more important to Buckethead than freaking people out with the guitar. He practices a lot, but that's so he can make the guitar sound like a rollercoaster, or bombs, or scapulas getting ripped open. He doesn't think about speed, but sometimes it takes a thousand notes to make one sound. When he practices, he imagines video game characters running through all these different fields and meeting all these weird things; he never thinks about scales or techniques."

-Buckethead

Spokes For The Wheel of Torment:

A Jordan Love Story

2006-11-05T18:34:00.000-08:00

Para animar un poco las cosas...

2006-11-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

A VER QUE OPINAN AL RESPECTO!!!!

Un médico Israelita comenta: La medicina en Israel está tan avanzada que nosotros le sacamos los testículos a una persona, se lo ponemos a otra y en seis semanas ya está buscando trabajo".

Un médico alemán comenta: "Eso no es nada, en Alemania le sacamos parte del cerebro a una persona, lo ponemos en otra, y en cuatro semanas ya está buscando trabajo".

Un médico ruso comenta: Eso tampoco es nada, en Rusia la medicina está tan avanzada que le sacamos la mitad del corazón a una persona se lo ponemos a otra y en dos semanas, ambas están buscando trabajo".

A lo que el médico TIJUANENSE responde: Nada que ver, todos ustedes están muy atrasados!! Pues fíjense que nosotros en Tijuana quisimos hacer un CAMBIO, agarramos a una persona , sin cerebro, sin corazón y Sin huevos, lo pusimos de ALCALDE y ¡¡¡Ahora toda la ciudad está buscando trabajo!!!

PARA ESTAR BIEN Y DE BUENAS !!!

Fuck Natuaralle Rivera

2006-10-28T23:00:00.000-07:00

...
I gave her my trust and she stabbed me in the back, sold me up the river, fuckin' bitch.
...

...

2006-10-01T17:18:00.000-07:00

My end, it justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road

30 razones para estar feliz de ser hombre

2006-09-15T11:38:00.000-07:00

1.- En las películas los desnudos son casi siempre femeninos.

2.- Para vacaciones de 5 días sólo se requiere una maleta.

3.- No tienes que monitorear la vida sexual de tus amigos.

4.- La cola en el baño es 80% menor.

5.- A los viejos amigos no les importa si subiste o bajaste de peso.

6.- En las peluquerías no te roban.

7.- Tu trasero no es un factor en entrevistas de trabajo.

8.- Ahorras miles de dólares en cosméticos y medias a lo largo de tu vida.

9.- Puedes ir al baño sin ir en grupo.

10.- Cuando tu trabajo es criticado, no tienes que pensar que todos secretamente te odian.

11.- En caso de necesidad puedes cazar o pescar tu propia comida.

12.- Te dan más crédito por el menor acto de inteligencia.

13.- Puedes estar bañado y listo para lo que sea en 10 minutos.

14.- Si alguien se olvida de invitarte a algún lado todavía puede ser tu amigo/a.

15.- Tu ropa interior cuesta 10 dólares por un paquete de tres.

16.- Si tienes 34 y eres soltero a nadie le importa.

17.- El chocolate es simplemente otro snack.

18.- Un buen ramo de flores arregla todo.

19.- Tu apellido no se pierde.

20.- Nunca tienes que preocuparte de los sentimientos de otras personas.

21.- Tres pares de zapatos son más que suficiente.

22.- Te puedes quitar la camisa cuando hace calor.

23.- Los mecánicos no te mienten.

24.- Te importa un carajo si alguien se da cuenta o no de tu nuevo corte de pelo.

25.- Puedes ver televisión con un amigo, en total silencio por horas sin pensar 'Debe estar enojado conmigo'.

26.- Puedes admirar a Clint Eastwood sin matarte de hambre tratando de parecerte a él.

27.- Vestido de bodas 2.000 dólares; traje alquilado 100.

28.- Si retienes agua es en una cantimplora.

29.- Puedes pasar a visitar a amigos sin tener que llevarles un regalo.

30.- Puedes comprar preservativos sin que el cajero te imagine desnudo.

I Want To Be A Kid Again...

2006-09-13T12:53:00.000-07:00

I want to be a kid again. I want to go back to the time when:

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo."

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in Monopoly.

Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening.

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

The net on a tennis court was the perfect height to play volleyball and rules didn't matter.

It was unbelievable that dodge ball wasn't an Olympic event.

Having a weapon in school meant being caught with a sling shot.

Nobody was prettier than Mom.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park.

Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true. Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare."

Saturday morning cartoons weren't 30 minute ads for action figures.

No shopping trip was complete unless a new toy was brought home.

"Oly-oly- oxen-free" made perfect sense.

Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.

War was a card game.

Baseball cards in the spokes transformed any bike into a motorcycle.

Taking drugs meant orange-flavored chewable aspirin.

Ice cream was considered a basic food group.

Taken from Rock 105.3's Newsletter "The Beer Ninjette's Stupid Joke Corner"

Superhero!

2006-09-08T10:02:00.000-07:00

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman		80%
Robin		80%
The Flash		80%
Spider-Man		75%
Green Lantern		75%
Hulk		75%
Batman		55%
Iron Man		50%
Catwoman		50%
Supergirl		48%
Wonder Woman		33%

You are mild-mannered, good,
strong and you love to help others.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

Time... and time again

2006-08-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

Es increíble lo relativo del tiempo, me parece solo ayer que tenia 15 y me presente en el campo de football de la Lázaro, eso fue ya hace casi 6 años, hace mas de 3 que termine la preparatoria y que comencé la carrera, hoy me veo a un año y medio de terminarla, y veo como no hace mucho era diferente mi situación y mi alrededor, incluso de gente que conozco desde hace una década que tal vez nunca me imagine que seguiría en contacto...

Veo como mi vida pasa por mis ojos a una velocidad alucinante que casi marea, y realmente cada día que pasa lo siento como perdido, es tal vez exagerado, sin embargo una realidad...

Hace algunas semanas atrás, tuve la oportunidad de visitar la primera casa en la que viví al llegar a Tijuana, y a diferencia de hace solo algunos años, hoy, ya es historia, junto con todo lo que se podría considerar "mi barrio", o una parte de el, hoy, el terreno es parte de lo que parece ser un estacionamiento para alguna clase de centro comercial o/y bodegas, no pude evitar pensar a las personas que conocí, de nombres no recuerdo, pero a las personas si, me seria tal vez imposible describirlas ahora, pero su imagen permanece en mi cabeza, hasta del "nene", un perro que dejaron donde llegue a vivir y que llego a cuidarnos, jaja... No puedo evitar sentir nostalgia por esos años, no mentiré y diré que solo tengo buenos recuerdos, los tengo buenos y malos y peores, situaciones que por mas que odie me han hecho lo que soy hoy, y que cada día me hacen preguntarme que pasaría si las cosas hubieran sido diferente...

"Que hubiera pasado si...?" una pregunta latente, así como las exclamaciones, "Que estupido fui!", "En que estaba pensando!"... NO puedo evitar pensar en esto cada vez que doy un vistazo hacia mi pasado, lejano y cercano...
En innumerables ocasiones he actuado de manera indebida, de una manera estupida, me considero un imbecil desde hace mucho tiempo, no lo puedo negar, pero he intentado cambiar, he intentado pensar antes de no solo decir y actuar, sino de decidir mis acciones...

No puedo cambiar mi pasado, pero tengo que pensar en lo que debo hacer a futuro, pues no me puedo permitir el seguir "intentando" reparar mis errores, he cometido demasiados de los cuales me arrepiento, pero los acepto, pues soy quien soy gracias a ellos.

Time by Pink Floyd

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then the one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older
And shorter of breath and one day closer to death

Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desparation in the English way
The time is gone the song is over, thought I'd something more to say

El Peje dice, quien le hace caso?

2006-08-26T20:21:00.000-07:00

Es increíble...

El 15 de Septiembre AMLO piensa tomar el Zócalo y ahí "celebrar" el, su grito de independencia. Provocación hacia Fox.

El 16 de Septiembre piensa tener una "Convención Democrática" (curioso escuchar esto de una de las personas mas anti-democráticas que México ha visto), donde pretende declararse "Presidente de México", pues aparentemente ese día se juntaran las personas que lo elegirán.

Es curioso, no recuerdo cuando fue la última vez que 500,000 capitalinos eran mayoría sobre 105 MILLONES de mexicanos.

Así que el peje dice que habrá dos Presidentes de México si es necesario.

Aqui les dejo algunas imagenes tomadas de otros sitios:

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised

2006-08-14T19:29:00.000-07:00

You will not be able to stay home, brother.
You will not be able to plug in, turn on and cop out.
You will not be able to lose yourself on skag
and Skip out for beer during commercials,
Because the revolution will not be televised.

The revolution will not be televised.
The revolution will not be brought to you by Xerox
In 4 parts without commercial interruptions.
The revolution will not show you pictures of Nixon
blowing a bugle and leading a charge by John
Mitchell, General Abrams and Spiro Agnew to eat
hog maws confiscated from a Harlem sanctuary.

The revolution will not be televised.
The revolution will not be brought to you by the
Schaefer Award Theatre and will not star Natalie
Woods and Steve McQueen or Bullwinkle and Julia.
The revolution will not give your mouth sex appeal.
The revolution will not get rid of the nubs.
The revolution will not make you look five pounds
thinner, because the revolution will not be televised, Brother.

There will be no pictures of you and Willie May
pushing that shopping cart down the block on the dead run,
or trying to slide that color television into a stolen ambulance.
NBC will not be able predict the winner at 8:32
or report from 29 districts.
The revolution will not be televised.

There will be no pictures of pigs shooting down
brothers in the instant replay.
There will be no pictures of pigs shooting down
brothers in the instant replay.
There will be no pictures of Whitney Young being
run out of Harlem on a rail with a brand new process.
There will be no slow motion or still life of Roy
Wilkens strolling through Watts in a Red, Black and
Green liberation jumpsuit that he had been saving
For just the proper occasion.

Green Acres, The Beverly Hillbillies, and Hooterville
Junction will no longer be so damned relevant, and
women will not care if Dick finally gets down with
Jane on Search for Tomorrow because Black people
will be in the street looking for a brighter day.
The revolution will not be televised.

There will be no highlights on the eleven o'clock
news and no pictures of hairy armed women
liberationists and Jackie Onassis blowing her nose.
The theme song will not be written by Jim Webb,
Francis Scott Key, nor sung by Glen Campbell, Tom
Jones, Johnny Cash, Englebert Humperdink, or the Rare Earth.
The revolution will not be televised.

The revolution will not be right back
after a message about a white tornado, white lightning, or white people.
You will not have to worry about a dove in your
bedroom, the tiger in your tank, or the giant in your toilet bowl.
The revolution will not go better with Coke.
The revolution will not fight the germs that may cause bad breath.
The revolution will put you in the driver's seat.

The revolution will not be televised, will not be televised,
will not be televised, will not be televised.
The revolution will be no re-run brothers;
The revolution will be live.

By Gil Scott-Heron

History Is A Weapon

Para Caprichos e Insurgencias (Pt. 1)

2006-08-11T20:40:00.000-07:00

Ha sido un verano lleno de historias que contar, solo me limitare a lo que las elecciones han dejado, hasta el momento.

2 de Julio.
Un país dividido se lanzo a votar en las elecciones Presidenciales más cerradas hasta el momento.
El Presidente Consejero del IFE, Luís Carlos Ugalde, tomando en cuenta que el primero y el segundo lugar se diferenciaban por solo un 2.64%, decidió no anunciar ganador, y pidió a los candidatos que no se declararan ganadores, que los resultados publicados en el PREP no eran definitivos y que los únicos resultados validos eran los del IFE y los del conteo oficial que se realizaría ese miércoles.
El Presidente Vicente Fox, momentos después, dio un mensaje a la nación, básicamente repitiendo lo antes mencionado por Ugalde...
Seguido a esto, Andrés Manuel López Obrador [Coalición Por el Bien de Todos], se declaro ganador por una diferencia "mínima" de 500,000 votos, y "pidió" que el IFE respetada sus resultados. No dio ninguna fuente, más que su sola palabra y las encuestas que realizo su partido, muy conveniente.
Y justo después de las declaraciones de AMLO, Felipe Calderón [PAN], salio y dio los resultados de varias encuestas de salida, citándolo a el como el ganador de las elecciones.
Así, termino el 2 de Julio y los 2 candidatos se declararon ganadores, Roberto Madrazo [Alianza por México] mejor dijo que esperarían a los resultados del 5 de Julio, cuando los resultados fueran oficiales, y la verdad es que TODAS las encuestas lo ponían en 3er lugar.

4 de Julio.
Termino el conteo del Programa de Resultados Preliminares [PREP] del IFE y le daba la ligera ventaja a Calderón de solo 0.64%. AMLO se apresuro a declarar que el PREP "funciono de una manera irregular" y que esperarían el conteo oficial.

6 de Julio.
El conteo oficial termino después de 30 horas y le dio la ventaja y la victoria virtual al candidato del PAN con una ventaja de 0.58%. AMLO mantuvo una tendencia arriba de Calderón durante la mayor parte del conteo, aunque esto no significa NADA, ya que es un conteo in equitativo y el resultado final es lo UNICO que cuenta en este caso.
Inmediatamente después de que Calderón se puso arriba en el conteo de López Obrador, salio a dar un mensaje ante sus seguidores y se declaro, una vez más, ganador de las elecciones a Presidente.

Ese día y los que siguieron, "El Peje" reacciono alegando la existencia de un supuesto fraude electoral, anuncio que impugnaría los resultados ante el Tribunal Electoral del Poder Judicial de la Federación (TEPJF), la ultima instancia legal que queda y su fallo es definitivo, además llamo a la gente a apoyar un conteo "voto x voto, casilla x casilla", el cual estaba preparado desde días anteriores. AMLO presento algunos videos como "prueba" del fraude electoral, los cuales fueron explicados y desacreditados tanto por el IFE, como por el PAN.

Andrés Manuel se dedico a desacreditar a literalmente cualquiera que tuviera algún tipo de opinión diferente a la suya, incluido, el IFE, el PAN, el Gobierno Federal, los medios de comunicación, principalmente Televisa y TV Azteca, a los gobiernos extranjeros, al grupo de monitores de la Unión Europea y otros observadores extranjeros, a los representantes de casillas del mismo PRD,

5 de Agosto.
El Tribunal Electoral rechazo el reconteo total de votos, y ordeno un conteo del 30% de las casillas impugnadas por la "Coalición Por el Bien de Todos".

Después de esto, AMLO declaro que iniciaría su movimiento para "Transformar y purificar" a las instituciones del país. También llamo a seguir al Presidente Fox a sus presentaciones publicas, aunque esto no resulto positivo, pues cuando lo hicieron el publico (No la gente del gobierno) los mando a volar y Fox indico, que esa libertad de expresión no la hubieran tenido en otras administraciones.

9 de Agosto.
Comenzó un recuento parcial de los votos en alrededor de 11,800 casillas. Observadores de López Obrador se asignaron para cada distrito.

AMLO NO puede escuchar otra cosa más que su victoria, así lo ha expresado, ha iniciado un movimiento, señalado por analistas como de "insurgencia", después del plantón en y la toma de la Avenida Reforma y lugares cercanos en la ciudad de México durante días, el bloqueo a bancos, la protesta enfrente de las oficinas del Tribunal Electoral y sus planes a futuro.

El Tribunal tiene hasta el 31 de agosto para resolver las impugnaciones y controversias reportadas.

Independientemente de lo que pase, el movimiento de López Obrador se fortalecerá, pues si tiene razón y hubo tales irregularidades, los que dudaban, le darán su apoyo, y si no hay nada, su movimiento seguramente lo fortalecerá al decir que el Tribunal es parte del fraude, alimentando a su gente de su razón en el movimiento, aunque probablemente perdería el apoyo de muchos de los intelectuales y analistas políticos del país.

El Tribunal Electoral del Poder Judicial de la Federación (TEPJF) tiene hasta el 6 de septiembre para nombrar un presidente electo.

Esperemos a ver a que llevan los resultados de la muestra que se esta recontando, y veremos la próxima semana que rumbo toma el "movimiento" de Peje.

Anniversary Of An Uninteresting Event

2006-07-12T19:45:00.000-07:00

How to put this last year?...

Is harder than the last, because last year was a retrospective of 19 years, and I was passing through a phase, and it was not a pretty one, but now what?, I'm in like in a transition, I'm pretty happy, there no depression this year, and there is a lot of possibilities that I may go to Spain, for 5 months, now, how cool is that?...

I think this year I learn a lot about people and human relations and well, it's been a year about reflections and hard thinking, about what can you do, and what you can't, even if the intentions are not the ones that they think...

So, long story short...

I don't have much to say...
I think this is going to be a good year.

High...on the waves you make for us!
But not since you left have the waves come!

People's voice is heard once again...

2006-06-30T11:23:00.000-07:00

Estamos a solo un par de días de las elecciones presidenciales, ha sido un año agitado, lleno de controversia, verdades y mentiras a medias por igual, campañas dedicadas casi exclusivamente a los ataques, intentando no ganar puntos si no que el otro los pierda, estrategias de campaña que rayan en la estupidez que intenta justificar la falta de cultura general y una humillación publica...

Que tan mal esta el ambiente político cuando el que esta haciendo la mejor campaña por los medios es Roberto Madrazo?, Un tipo que gano la presidencia de su partido y la candidatura a base de golpes bajos y la división de su mismo partido, lo que en todo caso, le costara la presidencia...

Al Peje, AMLO o como lo quieran llamar, solo se le puede ver de 2 maneras, o lo adoras, o lo odias, o es el salvador de México o un peligro que hará que el país se convierta en un infierno, o es el que apunta la verdad sobre todos y habla siempre con honestidad o es un mentiroso hipócrita, lo cierto es que tiene la idea de que a su mandato México cambiara radicalmente y será una utopía, se ha creado una campaña de miedo, que cuestiona su "inteligencia" y el peligro de sus propuestas, la comparación con otros presidentes populistas de izquierda...

Personalmente, en idea tiene algunas buenas propuestas, claro como también Calderón y como también Madrazo y los otros 2, sin embargo siempre me ha sacado de quicio el como el PRD en general, le saca a los problemas y a las situaciones creadas por ellos, se basan de golpes bajos para intentar ascender en puntos, pero siempre defienden su inocencia a toda costa, de hecho, siempre son perseguidos por sus ideas "liberales", digo, al final son políticos, no nos podríamos esperar menos ellos...

Y ese es el problema, se espera que, a pesar de la gran campaña por el voto, estas elecciones presenten el índice mas bajo de votantes en la historia, y es que quien realmente convence?...

Tenemos 3 grandes opciones, Madrazo, el Júnior-saurio, extraído de la vieja escuela del PRI, que estuvo bajo investigación cuando fue gobernador de Tabasco por presunta relación con el narcotráfico...

López Obrador, el cual no lo logro NADA como jefe de gobierno, mas que mas inseguridad, deuda y "buenos" proyectos arquitectónicos que resultaron en la alimentación de esta deuda, la desconfianza pues sus colaboradores fueron descubiertos como de las peores escorias de corrupción y que descaradamente siguieron dentro del equipo de trabajo del Peje, simplemente por que se le hincharon, que ha estado en el "spot-light" político de los últimos 4 años, que es un populista mas que declarado, amigo de los viejitos y de los pobres, enemigo de una creciente clase media (que hace 10 años no existía o era casi inexistente) y de los empresarios grandes, Carlos Slim puso a López Obrador de estúpido y declaro que lo único bueno y autentico (nuevo) de su libro, es el titulo, el cual se escucha apantallante, pero que contiene ideas ligadas directamente con el neoliberalismo que tanto aborrece, es también enemigo de los universitarios, se le cito de que el porque no visitaba universidades (así como Espacio 2006) era que AHI no estaba el pueblo, los universitarios somos el presente de México, y aparentemente nuestro querido "PG" no tiene ni la menor simpatía por espacios que pueden debatir sus propuestas con inteligencia, su miedo a los foros abiertos con mentes jóvenes que están hartos de la sucia política también es una de sus mayores debilidades, una persona que se ha mostrado intolerante con los críticos y con la libertad de expresión misma...

Luego Calderón... hablando de menos peor, ha tenido puntos buenos, gano los 2 debates presidenciales, en opinión de TODOS los expertos y periodistas así como el publico en general, sus propuestas son aceptables, aunque no suficientes, y logro modificar su campaña a tiempo como para subir en las encuestas hasta rebasar a AMLO y ahora estar en un empate técnico, le sacaron lo del cuñado, y TODAS las empresas relacionadas, al siguiente día, lanzaron comunicados que durante el periodo de Felipe Calderón, no suscribieron contratos con Hildebrando SA, la comprobación de esto esta al aire, ayuda a la desacreditación el hecho de que el PRD llegara a presentar sus "pruebas" con 3 gigantescas cajas llenas de un vació acusador, el principal problema (y de alguna forma se lleva el crédito a parte de su "éxito") es la campaña publicitaria de desacreditación hacia López Obrador, y el poco enfoque de la campaña de medios hacia lo que realmente importa, sus propuestas...

Este 2 de Julio VOTA, hay MUCHAS razones por las cuales una persona pensaría en no votar, TODAS son una estúpida excusa para evadir esta importante obligación ciudadana, para gozar de nuestro derecho a quejarnos de lo mal que se encuentra este gobierno o el siguiente, debemos ganarnos ese derecho, el que no vota NO tiene derecho a alzar su voz contra algo que él mismo propicio.

So what happen?

2006-06-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

The last post had to be modified, I made the index disappear... so yeah, thats the only reason, I did responde to the comment, but then I realize about the index :).

Sick Boy... No Begbie?

2006-06-11T18:42:00.000-07:00

Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

The Call Of Cthulhu

2006-06-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

OK, no tienen idea de la clase de problemas que tuve por este proyecto:

Y debido a un problema de html, he aqui el link de la animacion:

Cthulhu

Know Your Facts!

2006-05-24T15:28:00.000-07:00

This is a LONG interview with Sully Erna from Godsmack, they are very pro-military, please take a moment to read it, and enjoy it.

http://www.arthurmag.com/magpie/?p=1244

Talking to Godsmack (whose album is No. 1 on the charts) about what they use their music for.
Godsmack have sold millions of records. Their fourth album, "IV," was released on April 25. It sold 211,000 copies in its first week in the USA to debut at Number One on the Billboard chart. I interviewed Godsmack frontman/lyricist/producer Sully Erna on Monday, May 1, 2006 by telephone. Here is the full transcript of our conversation. - Jay Babcock (Editor, ARTHUR Magazine)

JAY BABCOCK: ALRIGHT LET ME GET THE TAPE ROLLING HERE. HOW YOU DOING?

SULLY ERNA: I'm good!

HOW WAS THE JIMMY KIMMEL SHOW ON FRIDAY? YOU WERE OUTSIDE PLAYING,
RIGHT?

Yeah it's always cool to do that because it's so set up for musicians, you know. Big stage, live crowd. It's not so like indoors with a camera rehearsals. It's a lot easier.

YEAH. SO YOU GOT TO BE BACK OUT IN FRONT OF YOUR FANS.

Yeah. It was good. It was fun.

WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC, DO YOU THINK?

Ummm. I've seen em range as young as 8 and as old as 68. [chuckles]
YUP.

So it's.

WELL YOU'VE SEEN A LOT MORE OF EM THAN I HAVE, AND I'M TRYING TO GET AN IDEA OF WHAT IT FEELS LIKE WHEN YOU'RE OUT THERE-TO YOU, ON THE STAGE. DO YOU THINK LIKE THERE'S A LOT OF TEENAGERS IN THE AUDIENCE? A LOT OF GUYS IN THEIR 20S? CHICKS?-

Ah you know-

IS IT A DUDE AUDIENCE?

I would say, if I had to guess what our age group is, it's probably between .18 and 40.

OH YEAH?

I would have to say that's kind of where we're at, maybe more, majority would be 18-30? But I, we definitely, we recruited a lot of new fans off of that acoustic record-

THAT DID IT, HUH?

-an older audience. And this record seems to be drawing in a different kind of audience as well, so. You know we're just trying to continue to expand and not have a ceiling over our heads.

RIGHT. YOU GUYS ARE STILL HAVING A GOOD TIME MAKING MUSIC AFTER ALL THESE YEARS?

Of course. We're musicians, that's what we do. It may not always be great music, but we love making it! [laughs]

CUZ MUSIC HAS A POWER.?

Mmm hmm. It's a universal language.

SO WHAT YOU SAY WITH IT, AND WHAT YOU DO WITH IT, HAS AN EFFECT.?

Of course.

RIGHT?

[emphatically] Of course.

SO I NOTICE YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN REALLY INVOLVED WITH PROMOTING THE MILITARY. [1]

Well, they actually came to us, believe it or not. Somebody in the Navy loves this band, because they used 'Awake' for three years and then they came to us and re-upped the contract for another three years for 'Sick of Life.' So, I don't know. They just feel like that music, [laughs] someone in that
place thinks that the music is very motivating for recruit commercials I guess. And hey, I'm an American boy so it's not. I'm proud of it.

YOU'RE PROUD OF RECRUITING YOUR FANS INTO THE MILITARY?

Well, no. [laughs, then jokingly] Don't be turning my fucking words around, you!

WELL, TELL ME WHAT YOU MEAN. YOU SAID YOUR MUSIC IS POWERFUL, IT'S GOT AN EFFECT, LIKE YOU SAID, AND YOU'RE LETTING THE MILITARY USE IT. THE MILITARY, WHOARE THEY RECRUITING? 18 TO 30-YEAR OLDS, RIGHT?

I guess. I don't know what their recruit age is. I know it's at least 18.

YEAH, THEY GO DOWN IN TO THE HIGH SCHOOLS NOW.

My thing is. Listen, here's my thing with the military. I'm not saying our government is perfect. Because I know that we make some mistakes and we do shitty things BUT, BUT. You wouldn't have your job, and we wouldn't have our lives, if we weren't out there protecting this country so we could lead a free life. So there's kind of a ying and a yang to that. Sometimes it's not always the best choices that we make, or we stick our noses in other people's shit, but at the same time, we protect this place enough that we're able to like pursue careers and do what a lot of people in other countries aren't able to do. They're kind of picked and they're chosen to be whatever they become.
I'm, I'm, I'm proud to be an American, I'll tell you that.

SO YOUR COUNTRY, RIGHT OR WRONG?

Uh, no. Not right or wrong. But I'm proud to be an American. I love my country. I've seen the depressions and how people live in other countries and how they're told what to be, and they don't have the choices that we have. I do love that about our country. So, you know. And I actually sympathize with a lot of the soliders, and the military in general, that are trained to go out and protect FOR us, and what they have to go through, it's really kind of shitty in a sense that these young kids have to go over there and die, sometimes, for something that isn't our fucking problem. And that kind of sucks. So what I have to do is at least support them, because they don't have the choice that we do.

THEY DON'T HAVE THE CHOICE BECAUSE.?

Because they've decided to fight for our country.

AND THEY DECIDED TO DO THAT BECAUSE.?

[laughs].

.OF YOUR SONG.?

Aw, come on. It's not like that.

WELL I HAVE A QUOTE FROM YOU HERE: "WE'VE ALWAYS BEEN SUPPORTIVE OF OUR COUTNRY AND OUR PRESIDENT, WHEREAS A LOT OF PEOPLE I THOUGHT"-AND YOU SAID THIS IN 2003 TO MTV NEWS, YOU SAID - "A LOT OF PEOPLE I THOUGHT LASHED OUT PRETTY QUICKLY AT WHAT WE DID AND I THOUGHT THE GOVERNMENT DID EVERYTHING PRETTY CLEANLY AND PUBLICLY AS POSSIBLE." [2]

Yeah.?

WELL, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?

That was my opinion at the time. The whole war thing, and trying to keep us up to date like. If you remember, back in other wars, we didn't have the opportunity to follow it through the media, and CNN, and the news-live updates and that kind of thing. And I thought that for the most part you know
we were allowed to follow it as best we could through the media sources that were feeding us information.

[incredulous] YOU DIDN'T THINK THE MEDIA WAS BEING CONTROLLED BY THE MILITARY?!?

Well, it could be. I don't know.

YOU DIDN'T LOOK INTO IT?

Listen. Are you a fucking government expert?

I'M NOT TELLING PEOPLE TO GO JOIN THE MILITARY AND THEN NOT KNOWING WHAT THE MILITARY IS DOING.

I don't tell people to go join the military!!

YOU DON'T THINK USING YOUR SONGS -THE POWER OF YOUR MUSIC, WHICH YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT-HAS AN EFFECT ON THE PEOPLE THAT HEAR IT WHEN IT GOES WITH THE VISUALS THAT THE BEST P.R. PEOPLE IN THE WORLD USE?!

Oh man, are you like one of those guys that agrees with some kid that fuckin' tied a noose around his neck because Judas Priest lyrics told him to?

YOU WERE TELLING ME HOW POWERFUL YOUR MUSIC WAS, AND WHAT AGE THE PEOPLE ARE THAT LISTEN TO IT. AND YOU MUST HAVE THOUGHT, 'WELL THE NAVY SURE THOUGHT IT WAS USEFUL.' SO YOU TELL ME.

Hey, listen. The Navy thought.. It's the same reason why wrestlers work out to the music, and extreme motorcross riders listen to the music and do what they do. It's ENERGETIC music. It's very ATHLETIC. People feel that they get an adrenaline rush out of it or whatever, so, it goes with whatever's an extreme situation. But I doubt very seriously that a kid is going to join the Marines or the US Navy because he heard Godsmack as the underlying bed music in the commercial. They're gonna go and join the Navy because they want to jump out of helicopters and fuckin' shoot people! Or protect the country or whatever it is, and look at the cool infra-red goggles.

YOU SAID TO MTV, "WE'RE NOT A VERY POLITICAL BAND BUT WE'RE SUPPORTIVE OF THE U.S. MILITARY AND HOW THEY APPROACH THINGS."

Listen. Someone turned that around. I never said "and how they approach
things."

OKAY. SO THAT'S A MISQUOTE. OR SOMETHING,

Wow, what-

WHAT ABOUT THIS? IN 2003 YOU DID A SHOW THAT STARTED WITH VIDEO FOOTAGE OF APACHE HELICOPTERS HONING IN ON A DESERT TARGET INTERSPERSED WITH THE WORDS "WE WILL REVAIL./STRONGER THAN THEM ALL."

Say that again?

I'M READING FROM A BOSTON GLOBE REVIEW OF A SHOW YOU DID AT THE TWEETER CENTER.

Yeah.

IN FRONT OF 13,000 PEOPLE ON MAY 22, 2003.

Yeah, but tell me what it said again.

YES SIR. IT SAID "GODSMACK'S FEROCIOUSLY HIGH ENERGY 90-MINUTE SET STARTED WITH VIDEO FOOTAGE OF APACHE HELICOPTERS HONING IN ON A DESERT TARGET, INTERSPERSED WITH THE WORDS 'WE WILL PREVAIL/STRONGER THAN THEM ALL.'" [3]

Yeah.?

SO YOU'RE USING MILITARYIMAGERYWITH YOUR MUSIC AT YOUR CONCERTS.

First of all, it was a COMPUTER image, a computer-animated helicopter that didn't. There was no scene of a desert in there. It was a helicopter that rose up from the screen and scanned the audience. It was an EFFECT. And then it shot out missiles that hit the stage.

UH HUH.

Because the intro to 'Straight Out of Line" has the sounds of like, a war thing going on.

OH I SEE. SO IT'S JUST SORT OF A CONCEPT THING. [pause] WELL YOU'VE DONE A LOT TO HELP OUT THE GUYS WHO ARE IN THE MILITARY, WHO ARE STUCK THERE NOW, WHETHER THEY CHOSE TO BE THERE OR THEY GOT HOODWINKED INTO BEING THERE, FOR WHATEVER REASON, THEY'RE IN THE MILITARY. AND THEY'RE DOING THEIR JOB. YOU GUYS DID A SHOW FOR THEM AT CAMP PENDLETON-

Yup.

-CALLED "ROCKIN' THE CORPS." AND SO YOU'VE BEEN DOING A LOT OF BENEFIT SHOWS-

[interrupting] Well, like I said, Listen you know, there's a lot of young kids that die for our country, man, and they don't have the choice once they're in there.

THAT'S RIGHT.

So I just feel well you know whatever we can do to say 'thank you for protecting our country' is what we try to do. I'm not trying to make this a big political issue.

OKAY. HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING TO PREVENT PEOPLE FROM JOINING THE MILITARY?

No.

TO MAYBE EDUCATE THEM AS TO WHAT'S IN STORE FOR THEM?

I don't have enough education in the military to educate them in anything.

WOULD YOU LET YOUR MUSIC BE USED FOR ANTI-MILITARY RECRUITING ADVERTISEMENTS?

I don't know, I 'd have to see what that was about.

BUT YOU'D BE OPEN TO IT?

We're open to whatever, as long as it's not a Maybelline commercial.

[laughs] MAYBELLINE'S MORE OFFENSIVE THAN THE MILITARY.?

No. That doesn't quite go with what we do.

BUT THE MILITARY DOES?!?

Listen. Where are we going with this thing? Is this interview about the
government-

WELL, I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH A PRO-MILITARY-

Sounds like this is a personal attack or whatever.

WELL I'VE NEVER SEEN SUCH A PRO-MILITARY BAND AS YOU GUYS.

But we're not! I think [chuckling] you're making us out to be a little bit more. When we're asked about something, we just answer the question. We don't go spend 23 hours out of our day supporting the military and what they do.

UM HMM.

We just simply, an opportunity came up, they wanted to use some music for a recruit commercial. What are we gonna say, no?

YEAH. HOW HARD IS IT TO SAY 'NO'?

Why would we, though?!?

BECAUSE-

Is it because you don't feel the same way about the government that we do, makes you right and us wrong?

YEAH. WHAT DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT? TELL ME WHAT-

Aw, that's crazy, man! That's just an OPINION.

I CAN BACK MY OPINION UP FROM HERE TO TOMORROW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO ME ALL DAY LONG.

Well obviously you've done a lot of research and you've-

THAT'S RIGHT, BECAUSE-

-got a different opinion. We don't know that stuff that you know, so-

WHY DON'T YOU DO SOME RESEARCH BEFORE YOU GET INVOLVED WITH THESE SORTS OF THINGS? YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT YOUNG KIDS'LIVES. YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT KIDS-

[yelling] Would you rather not have us be protected so they can come and overrun our country?!?

DO YOU KNOW WHAT A 'FOOL'S ERRAND' IS?

I'm asking you a question!

NO ONE IS THREATENING-

Would you rather us not be protected?!?

YOU KNOW WHAT I'D LIKE, SULLY? A DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE. NOT A DEPARTMENT OF OFFENSE THAT ATTACKS OTHER COUNTRIES -SOVEREIGN NATIONS- WHO DO THINGS IN A DIFFERENT WAY THAN US, WHO WE HAVE NO RIGHT TO GO OVER AND INVADE AND CHANGE THEIR GOVERNMENTS. WOULD WE WANT SOMEONE ELSE TO DO THAT TO US?

I'm not saying-

HOW HARD IS THAT TO THINK ABOUT?

I'm not saying that we were right on every war that we've created. I know that we've been damn wrong at times about stuff-

WHEN HAVE WE BEEN WRONG?

[yelling] but they have also been wrong too!

WHEN HAVE-

I don't trust someone like fuckin' Sadaam and Osama to come in here and try to control-

[incredulous] WHEN DID SADAAM TRY TO COME IN HERE AND CONTROL OUR COUNTRY?

Dude, [yelling] WHY DON'T YOU GO LIVE IN IRAQ THEN IF YOU HAVE SUCH A PROBLEM WITH AMERICA? Why are you here?

'WHY AM I HERE'?!? THIS IS THE TOP COUNTRY IN THE WORLD, MY FRIEND!

Well, why do you think so? Because it's PROTECTED.

NO, IT'S NOT BECAUSE IT'S-

-ruled our country.

NO ONE IS ATTACKING US, MY FRIEND, CERTAINLY NOT IRAQ. EVERY FIRST WORLD NATION SUFFERS TERRORIST ATTACKS. GET USED TO IT.

I am used to it. I don't have a problem-

GET USED TO IT.

[laughs] Sounds like you do.

YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S SAYING IT'S ALRIGHT TO NOT KNOW ABOUT STUFF AND THEN TO SEND OTHER PEOPLE TO DIE IN OUR NAME.

I never said that! Don't put fuckin' words in my mouth.

I'VE GOT IT ON TAPE, BRO.

You've got in on tape, bro?!?

YEAH.

You got me saying it's okay for us to attack other countries?

I GOT YOU ON TAPE SAYING THEY'RE PROTECTING US BY ATTACKING, BY GOING OVER THERE AND TAKING OUT PEOPLE.

Listen, don't fuckin' turn my words around to make it to what you want it to be! That's not what I meant and you know that.

OKAY, I'M SORRY, THEN TELL ME WHAT YOU MEANT.

Listen I'm not gonna get into a political fuckin' conversation with you. This was supposed to be an interview about the band. Where is this going?

WE'RE TALKING ABOUT THE POWER OF YOUR MUSIC AND WHAT YOU'RE USING IT FOR?

What is this for anyway? Who are you working with?

I'M WORKING FOR MY OWN MAGAZINE, MY FRIEND.

What's it called?

[laughing in disbelief] WHAT DO YOU MEAN, WHAT'S IT CALLED? ARE YOU
SERIOUS?

Yeah, what's the magazine called?

IT'S CALLED ARTHUR MAGAZINE. YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES THAT SET THIS UP.

Hey I was just told to do press today, man.

HEY MAN, YOU GUYS-

I got a checklist in front of me, and I don't have time for a lot of this bullshit.

OH YEAH?

So write whatever the fuck you wanna write, because your magazine obviously is that popular.

IT'S DOING PRETTY GOOD-
Yeah I'm sure it is. All three thousand copies of it- [4]

ON OUR OWN, WITHOUT ANY CORPORATE SUPPORT.

I wish you the best of-. Why would you waste your time calling a band like us when you don't even give a fuck?!?

I CERTAINLY DO GIVE A FUCK. CUZ YOU KNOW WHAT?

What is this about?!?

BECAUSE LISTEN MAN! YOU KNOW THERE'S 2800 PEOPLE, MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS, HAVE DIED OVER IN IRAQ!

Yeah?

YOU KNOW 30,000 IRAQI HUMANS WHO NEVER DID SHIT TO US HAVE DIED BECAUSE OF THE ATTACKS WE'VE MADE OVER THERE?

[in disbelief] And that's Godsmack's fault?

DID YOU KNOW THAT 78% OF WOMEN IN THE MILITARY REPORT CASES OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT?

[sarcastic] And that's Godsmack's fault.

NO, MAN-

[sarcastic] That has to do with our new record.

OKAY, LET'S TALK ABOUT YOUR NEW RECORD.

I can't believe this. This is [inaud]

LET'S TALK ABOUT THAT NEW RECORD, MY FRIEND.

Get a life. [hangs up]

LET'S TALK ABOUT THE NEW ALBUM.
======

ENDNOTES

1. from MARCH 7 - 13, 2003 LA WEEKLY:
http://www.laweekly.com/ink/03/16/features-goldin.php
Selling War: How the military's ad campaign gets inside the heads of recruits by Greg Goldin. The Navy's tweaking of this theme is "Accelerate Your Life," which promises "adventure, travel, career, patriotism, technology, education, honor." Set to music from the band Godsmack, a voice-over intones, "If someone wrote a book about your life, would anyone want to read it?"

2. from 06.19.2003 - MTV.COM-
http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1472863/06182003/godsmack.jhtml
While Metallica, Ozzy, Audioslave and others travel America, the Boston band will head oversees where the touring circuit isn't quite as crowded. "We zig when they zag," frontman Sully Erna said at Saturday's KROQ Weenie Roast. They'll return to the States for a headlining tour in the fall, which like the current outing will offer $10 tickets to U.S. soldiers. "We've always been supportive of our country and our president and stuff like that, whereas a lot of people, I thought, lashed out pretty quickly at what we did, and I thought the government did everything pretty cleanly and publicly as possible," Erna explained. "We have a lot of respect for the military and stuff like that, and we just wanted to give them something back for what they did for us, letting us live in a free country and that kind of thing. We're not a very political band, but we are supportive of the U.S. military and how they
approach things."

3. from 05/26/2003
http://archive.unearthed.com/?news,2003,05,0000018118
Steve Morse of the Boston Globe reviewed Godsmack's homecoming concert at the Tweeter Center on Thursday (May 22) before a crowd of 13,000. A large part of that crowd - 2,000 to be exact - were members of the military who had bought $10 tickets in the reserved section on the lawn. Godsmack have taken a pro-military stance this spring, and they loaned their song "Awake" for use in a Navy recruitment ad. Godsmack's ferociously high-energy, 90-minute show started with video footage of Apache helicopters honing in on a desert target, interspersed with the words, ''We will prevail . stronger than them all.

4. Actually, it's 50,000.
--
www.rockrap.com

Una verdad para que no se aburran

2006-05-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

Últimamente he tenido tiempo de pensar un poco (lo cual es usualmente no-bueno), y creo que ha tenido resultados positivos (desde un punto de vista un poco raro), pues me he dado cuenta (OK, he reafirmado algo que creo que en el fondo no pensé que fuera cierto) de algo que no es bueno escuchar...

Verán, no estoy apegado a nada ni a nadie, realmente apegado, hay muchas que normalmente me satisfacen (creando la idea de felicidad), pero ninguna de esas cosas son lo suficientemente fuertes como para extrañar, y esto no lo digo para que la gente me crea "rudo" o "insensible" o que sientan compasión ni nada, esto es la verdad, mi forma de sentir y pensar, pierdo el interés relativamente rápido y es bastante definitivo (algunas veces creo perder el interés y realmente no, otras, me atengo a que no he perdido el interés, pero la realidad es otra).

A mi denme buena música (y mucha), cosas para leer (libros y revistas), muchas películas, y nada que hacer y probablemente no me verán en días, así de fácil, no hay nada mas que realmente necesite (o si?, a lo mejor algo de compañía "amigable" ayude ;) ).
Esto realmente lo escribo, no porque quiero compartirlo con el mundo porque la verdad si yo fuera el mundo ni me importaría, si no que el otro día me entro un remordimiento, puesto que la gente que entra aquí, aunque sea por accidente, rara vez tiene algo nuevo que leer...

Supongo que si me voy a España, esto ayudara mucho...

Down To Earth...

2006-05-16T12:38:00.000-07:00

I'm completely down-to-earth!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

(More info @ Victor's)

Mayo 1: Un dia sin inmigrantes

2006-05-05T21:42:00.000-07:00

Mejor tarde que nunca...

OK, primero que nada, hubo cosas positivas y negativas:

1) La gente dejo el miedo en casa, eso fue lo más importante, la gente alzo su voz y se dejo escuchar, unas 150 ciudades estadounidenses fueron “afectadas” por este día, los jóvenes no fueron a sus escuelas, y varias empresas tuvieron que parar su producción debido a falta de personal…

2) Este día no tuvo el efecto que se quería o deseaba en la economía estadounidense, y les falto mucho, y es que una economía tan poderosa como la de Estados Unidos no es parada así como así, la economía depende de más cosas que la gente inmigrante…

3) Parece ser que la gente confundió de pronto el mensaje y trato de hacer de esto una lucha revolucionaria, no una buena movida si se toma en cuenta el alto nivel conservador de EE.UU.

4) Esto, tal vez como consecuencia, levanto los animos anti-americano.

Espero que se alcance la causa de esta lucha, que los “americanos” caigan en cuenta de su error, antes de cometerlo.

Post 100

2006-04-17T11:53:00.000-07:00

Después de muchísimo tiempo he llegado al post número 100, casi 2 años y hay razones por las cuales he tardado tanto, y he decidido que este post sea simplemente una mirada atrás a lo que fue y lo que pudo ser este blog.

La idea era simple, “Mis opiniones sobre los sucesos de Tijuana, México y el mundo sobre: política, música, cultura, la vida y lo que se me ocurra...”, La idea vino a mi cuando, como muchas otras veces, miraba el noticiero nocturno y pasaban la opinión de un experto, que exponía sus pensamientos sobre algún tema en especifico, comenze fuerte, era una época de actividad política fuerte, elecciones en Tijuana y Jorge Hank era candidato, así que los primeros posts (largos por cierto) eran parte de una campaña de mi parte para desacreditarlo, con hechos, no mentiras, y de ahí surgieron otros escritos en donde relacionaba la política y la música, y así continuo este espacio por algunos meses.

La evolución no espero, y aunque no se sintió como evolución si no un retroceso gigante, pero no hubo opción, poco a poco deje de darle la continuidad apropiada a las noticias mientras otro tipo de pensamientos comenzaron a atormentarme…

Al fracasar en un intento de enfrentar mis demonios apropiadamente y al haber estos superado mi capacidad, tuve que encontrar una salida, lamentablemente fue este espacio el que sufrió…

Así paso el tiempo, meses y este blog no fue el mismo, ni lo volvería a ser, alimentado por un distanciamiento de fuentes informativas, una nueva manera de pensar y sobre todo, un cambio mental…

Este espacio es visitado ocasionalmente, lo único que sigue vigente, pues no me atrevo a publicar algo que no valga la pena (al menos para mi), todo tiene sentido aquí, cada publicación tiene su por que, aunque parezca lo más claro del mundo, siempre hay algo muy dentro…

Nunca me he considerado escritor, al menos no en el buen sentido, no escribo ni poemas ni cuentos ni historias, mis escritos (como los llamo), apenas rozan en lo literario.

Espero seguir manteniendo este espacio, espero evolucionar y avanzar, espero no tener que esperar y el no fracasar.

"Yo soy yo, yo soy el que lo sabe todo y nada a la vez, soy el que rechaza todo estereotipo pensado en mi, soy al que nadie conoce y le agrada que sea así, soy el que le va a contestar todo, pero no le responderé nada, pues es igual a todo el que no sea yo, soy el que no confía en nadie, pero no tiene problema en dar a todos su confianza, soy el que le habla a todos o intenta hacerlo, pero aun así, no se deja hablar con cualquiera, yo soy grande y pequeño a la vez, maestro y alumno, un tonto entre los tontos y un genio entre los genios, pero en realidad no tanto, pues soy como soy y como soy usted no lo sabrá nunca."
-¿Quién soy?

You Are Not A Slave

2006-04-02T19:13:00.000-07:00

I write messages on money.

It's my own form of social protest.

A letter printed on paper that no one will destroy
passed indiscriminately across race, class and gender lines
and written in the blood that keeps the beast alive.

A quiet little hijacking
on the way to the check-out counter.

And a federal crime.

I hope that someone will find my message one day when they really need it.

Like I do.

-Josh Koppel (joshkoppel.com)

Happy Birthday Pollo

2006-03-31T22:30:00.000-08:00

Yes, Happy B-Day, now you can go to Vegas.

Too Many Puppets

2006-03-31T09:53:00.000-08:00

Too many things in my head...
Too much mess to put it together...
To avoy saying thing that I do not want to say,
I'll stay away.

WAR!

2006-03-19T20:06:00.000-08:00

Now, I'm fricking(fucking) tired of people making me less, thinking that I do not deserve certain things, FUCK ALL OF YOU, there are TOO many, now, it is clear that I most do something, and I will.

Pointless post

2006-03-14T11:12:00.000-08:00

OK, I know this is pointless, but I'm kinda prout (I think thats the word) that I accomplish this, now, is important to point that this is not new, but since I felt like this I been wanted to make sure of everything, so after check, double check, little experiments, big experiments and a triple check, I found myself in a position that I know some will envy, 'cuz I once envy real bad, and it feels good, this time...

"Now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are"

Primer encuentro

2006-03-08T11:12:00.000-08:00

Primer juego: desastre total.

All Hell Can't Stop ME now!

2006-02-21T10:58:00.000-08:00

Temporada: 2006
Categoria: Intermedia
Liga: OEFA

Domingo, 5 de marzo
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
14:00 Leones Venados Tij U.D.T.

Sábado, 11 de marzo
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
16:00 Jaguares Leones Tij P.FED.

Sábado, 18 de marzo
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
12:00 Leones Santos Tij U.D.T.

Domingo, 26 de marzo
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
16:00 Guerreros Leones Tij U.D.T.

Sábado, 1 de abril
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
15:00 Leones Cimarrones Mxl Tij U.D.T.

Sábado, 8 de abril
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
17:00 Zorros Leones Mxl CETYS

Sábado, 22 de abril
HORA CASA VISITANTE CIUDAD CAMPO
16:00 Aguilas Marinas Leones Ens PRI

Newbie...

2006-02-06T02:09:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I feel like I'm having some kind of revelation, and that I'm falling, then, I see the real thing, and I see that ain't nothing special, even if I know that I'm fooling myself on that one, this time, things change, times change, people change, and I can't wait to see the result!

Musical Questionnaire [v2]

2006-01-20T13:47:00.000-08:00

Today a young man on acid called Emmanuel realized that all matter is merely energy condensed into a slow vibration. That we are all one consiousness experimanting its self subadjectively. There's no such thing as death; life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselfs. That been said, he ask for Maynard James Keenan to help him fill this musical questionnaire, using his songs lyrics and titles...

¿Eres hombre o mujer?

Well now I've got some

A-dvice for you, little buddy.

Before you point the finger

You should know that

I'm the man,

And if I'm the man,

Then you're the man, and

He's the man as well so you can

Point that fuckin' finger up your ass.

[Hooker with a Penis]

Descríbete:

I am just a worthless liar.

I am just an imbecile.

I will only complicate you.

Trust in me and fall as well.

I will find a center in you.

I will chew it up and leave,

I will work to elevate you

just enough to bring you down.

Trust me.

[Sober]

¿Qué sienten las personas acerca de ti?

I don't want to be hostile.

I don't want to be dismal.

But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existance either.

See

I want to believe you,

and I want to trust

and I want to have faith to put away the dagger.

But you lie, cheat, and steal.

And yet

I tolerate you.

[Intolerance]

¿Cómo te sientes de ti mismo?

My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.
I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.
I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but I survive on it,and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
and I feel ugly, and dead inside.

Shit adds up at the bottom.

[Bottom]

¿Cómo describirías tu anterior relación sentimental?

Here I am expecting just a little bit

too much from the wounded.

But I see through it all and see you.

So I threw you the obvious

to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,

eyes of a tragedy.

Ooh well.

Apparently nothing.

You don't see me at all.

[3 Libras]

Describe la relación con tu actual novio / novia o pretendiente:

If there were no rewards to reap,

No loving embrace to see me through

This tedious path I've chosen here,

I certainly would've walked away by now.

Gonna wait it out.

If there were no desire to heal

The damaged and broken met along

This tedious path I've chosen here

I certainly would've walked away by now.

And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may.

[The Patient]

¿Dónde quisieras estar ahora?

Locked in a place where no one goes.

[No Quarter]

¿Cómo eres con respecto al amor?

[it's / having / in] some kind of psychedelic experience.

Our body is light, we are immortal.

Our body is love, we are eternal.

Eternal..

Omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, without judgment.

[Merkaba]

¿Cómo es tu vida?

I choose to live and to

Grow, take and give and to

Move, learn and love and to

Cry, kill and die and to

Be paranoid and to

Lie, hate and fear and to

Do what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to

Lie, kill and give and to

Die, learn and love and to

Do what it takes to step through.

[Forty-Six & 2]

¿Qué pedirías si tuvieras un solo deseo?

Vanishing like a cyan sunday

Disappear

Vanish, vanish into the air

Slowly disappear

Never really here

[Vanishing]

Escribe alguna cita o frase sabia.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.

[Lateralus]

Ahora despídete

To ascend you must die.

You must be crucified

For your sins and your lies. [sic]

Goodbye...

[Eulogy]

Lyrics of the year

2006-01-12T14:05:00.000-08:00

Esta es la letra y canción que definió este año, bueno, tal vez no tanto...

Canción: 3 Libras [Mer De Noms, 2000]
por: A Perfect Circle

Threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when I've looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me.

But I threw you the obvious
just to see if there's more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
But I see through it all and see you.

So I threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.

Ooh well.

Apparently nothing.

You don't see me.

You don't see me at all.

Finally Over...

2005-12-30T13:48:00.000-08:00

2005...
A year to remember... even when the feeling is pointing to forget...
There are a lot of things that could define this year, things that I won't mention here, but overall, is a year to remember, and one to put an example of…

There isn’t much to say… because I say it all already…
I just hope for a better year 2006… and I hope that the Spain thing becomes a reality…

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.

red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.

lets me see.

As below, so above and beyond, I imagine

drawn beyond the lines of reason.

Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.

Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must

Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy.

red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me.

lets me see there is so much more

and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities.

As below, so above and beyond, I imagine

drawn outside the lines of reason.

Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.

Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.

Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.

Reaching out to embrace the random.

Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to

feel the rhythm, to feel connected

enough to step aside and weep like a widow

to feel inspired, to fathom the power,

to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,

to swing on the spiral

of our divinity and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I lose myself

between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,

I feel it move across my skin.

I'm reaching up and reaching out,

I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.

And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.

We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.

Spiral out. Keep going, going...

Lateralus.

Navidad

2005-12-24T00:04:00.000-08:00

Ya viene la Navidad... no a muchos les gusta, pero siempre es especial, para bien o para mal... no me queda mas que esperar lo mejor de este dia, desear a todos una feliz navidad... claro a menos que la mia este chafa, entonces les deseo lo mismo...

FUCR out...

Sweat

2005-12-18T18:11:00.000-08:00

Album: Opiate
By: TOOL

I'm sweating,
and breathing
and staring and thinking
and sinking
deeper.
It's almost like I'm swimming.

The sun is burning hot again
on the hunterand
and the fisherman,
and he's trying to remember when,
but it makes him dizzy.

Seems like I've been here before.
Seems so familiar.
Seems like I'm slipping
into a dream within a dream.

Must be the way you whisper.

The sun is setting cool again.
I'm the thinker
and the fisherman
and I'm trying to remember when
but it makes me dizzy.
and I'm sweating,
and breathing,
and staring and thinking
and sinking
deeper
and it's almost like I'm swimming.

Seems like I've been here before.
Seems so familiar.
Seems like I'm slipping
into a dream within a dream.
It's the way you whisper.
It drags me under
and takes me home.

maraNTINO

2005-12-16T17:06:00.000-08:00

You HAVE to go.

PD: Thanks Odette.

Who?, me?

2005-12-07T14:48:00.000-08:00

Bobbie Mercer

Begbie

Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow

2005-11-11T11:06:00.000-08:00

Bien, creere ciegamente...
Creere en los estatutos de alguien que no he visto ni conocido...
De aqul que vive en las sombras, oculto en una esquina, apartado de la sanidad mental...
Susurrando hechos, hechos con alto grado de credibilidad...
Hechos que parecen verdades in-refutables...
Hechos sobre cosas que tal vez no se y que tal vez no deberia saber...
O que tal vez no quiero saber...
O que tal vez no me deberian interesar...
Me mantendre alejado al libre pensamiento, y me atendre a que me digan sus verdades para asi poder abrazarlas como propias...

Sere un esclavo ciego de ti, porque asi he de escoger yo...

Porque esa ha sido mi decision, y porque creo que esa es la unica verdad valida sobre este mundo...

Tendre fe, pues es lo unico que importa, porque yo no se que podria pasar, porque he de vivir en la insertidumbre por el resto de mis dias y porque debere de doblegarme a esa unica verdad.

Out Of Exile

2005-10-30T11:15:00.000-08:00

So good to see you.
I've missed you so much.

So glad IT'S OVER.
I've missed you so much.

So good to see you once again
I thought that you were hiding from me.
And you thought that I had run away.
Chasing a trail of smoke and reason.

I've spent so many years in question
to find I've known this all along.

Tests

2005-10-18T22:41:00.000-07:00

Lo que algunos tests piensan de mi...

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

Which British Band Are You?

UPDATE:

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

Self-Concept [Pt.1- Incomplete v2]

2005-09-11T17:11:00.000-07:00

'Cuz 10 minutes ain't enough...

This is, and always have been one of the most difficult task for me, because I don't have an accurate concept of myself, I like to think of myself as lower that some times I actually am...
So... what am I?, who am I?... what a question, I will try to put myself in few words, and simple as posible, 'cuz otherwise, it'll take me 10 post, each longer than the other...

I consider myself an analytic person, a deep thinker, even if I don't look like one, which is one of the things I choose to do...

I also considered myself as a political & social mind, I try to keep myself inform about the news around my city, my country and the world, I'm a person of reason, of facts, I don't dig everything the church or the state says, "Think for yourself. Question authority."...

I'm not left-wing or revolutionary, like some people may think, like I said, I use the reason, so I can't take side for such a stupid thing, there somethings I'm liberal about, and others that I'm conservative about, each topic must be analyze leaving sides aside...

I'll always try to keep a low profile, I don't like be seen as a "star" or "the best", see, I might joke about it, about me feeling the best, but I actually don't like people telling me something like that, makes me uncomfortable...
I'm not that good with new people, in a upper level of my person, I get along well very quickly, but in the low-personal level... I can know people for a very LONG time, and get along real well with it, but still, I hide myself...
My real me is very confusing... 'cuz is a mix of every personality in me, with a lot of up's and down's, and good's, but sometimes I think that with too much bad's and ugly's...

So maybe that reveals how insecure I am, and is more evident on social situations, but I'm working on that...

I like black humor, I'm sarcastic, even if I don't show it a lot, belive me, in my, the first answer that I think about a comment, usually is a sarcastic one, that I don't usually bring up, 'cuz on the other hand, I consider myself a very considerate person, I do care about not hurting people, at least not because of me...

I never actually belive in "love"... but, I know it does exists... in our heads, and this drug, is stronger that all combine... but is exciting and it feels good and right... until your mind wakes up and realize that it's been a prisoner...

It's a shame that we have to disappear, I enjoy every moment, just that it is time to move on, and there isn't space for a we there...

I'm fond... but I'll never want to be inlove ['Cuz I refuse to love] but I know what it is... the past I can't forget, even if I try...

I had to fight, I did, and just when I thought I won... I realize that, the only thing that I accomplish, is to take prisioner the feelings, just like they took my mind away for a long time...

Dreams

2005-08-03T13:56:00.000-07:00

Life is better with dreams,

my mind say to me the other day...

maybe life is but a dream,

and maybe:

"There's no such thing as death; life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselfs".

I don't know the truth,

and the dreams have change,
and the dreams are not the same,

and now, nobody owns my dreams,

wish is so good and I enjoy it,

But my dreams are now a nightmare...

Watch The Weather Change

2005-08-01T12:37:00.000-07:00

I hope you NEVER change!...

Oops!, you already did...

I pray for us, and that WE never change between ourselfs!...

Oops!, we already did...

And I never want to change for such matters...

Oops!, I already did.

∞ Time Over Time ∞

2005-07-29T17:30:00.000-07:00

Was a time early in life
When I hated everything
Took advice from the wrong shoulder
[ ∞ ]
I’ve got a will this time don’t care what you say
I’ve got a feeling this will all go away
It’s in the wind this time it’s in the southern sky
I can’t walk on water yet won’t even try
[ ∞ ]
I know that you are dying for me
long before your time has come
[ ∞ ]
I see my wishes fly
Out of time
For the best time I’ve had
[ ∞ ]
The things that I’ve loved the things that I’ve lost
The things I’ve held sacred that I’ve dropped
I won’t lie no more you can bet
I don’t want to learn what I’ll need to forget
[ ∞ ]
I don’t lose any sleep tonight
I’m sure everything will end up alright
I may win or lose, and that's OK.
[ ∞ ]
Unlike the times before
When life comes alive the past moves aside
No regrets no remorse.
[ ∞ ]
Time heals, time congeals around us
Endless hours of wasted moments
[ ∞ ]
But the hours grew so empty
and the ocean sent her waves
[ ∞ ]
Help me I don’t know what I’m saying
Sometimes this tongue can be betraying
And if I’m wrong, is that such a crime?
And if you want, you can set my words to right
[ ∞ ]
The time is gone, the song is over
Thought I'd something more to say.

Lyrics from:
Audioslave, Peaches & Pink Floyd.

Illusions

2005-07-22T21:41:00.000-07:00

[ God.religion.eternity.heaven.

love.beauty.sex.friendship.

life.luck.fun.wishes.

health.roses.danger.regret

peace.freedom.justice.respect

fear.hate.death.darkness.

scars.change.time.people ]

[∞] live inside your head

You Lied

2005-07-20T12:37:00.000-07:00

Album: Salival

By: Tool

Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone

Inside sleeping, my heart beating

You know that you tried to hide it

Couldn't you have said what you meant? Oh...

Time heals, time congeals around us

Endless hours of wasted moments

Understanding, not demanding

Your eyes tell what you feel inside

Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone

Inside sleeping, my heart beating

You know that you tried to hide it

Shouldn't you have said what you meant?
YOU LIED!

20 [Pt. 1: Sad, Angry & Depressive version]

2005-07-13T10:18:00.000-07:00

This is what I wrote in the last minutes of my 19's... it may be harmful and depressive for some, but I decided to blog it 'cuz, well, sometimes is the feeling that I get, just see the Pt. 2 for better feeling:

Another year has passed by...

How to evaluate it?
Is been... hard...and new...and different in a way...
The first half was...ok, normal, I think, no big deal...
The second?, well, let's just say that 2005 is tha Fucked Up year...

I found out many things that sometimes it seems like I didn't found nothing...
Well, the thing is, that a few of them may be a little good, not all of them are bad, and all are good for learning...
I think I'm getting to really know me, I know that: I'm a crappy musician, writer, designer, thinking mind, speaker (in any language), working man, spoke person, and most of it, a really crappy friend and tech support...
I was cold, yes, but nothing compare to the potential in me that I found...
Sometimes I feel like NOBODY matters anymore,
That I have no heart for anybody, I have no soul to save,
I don't care who is born, dead or re-born yesterday, today or tomorrow...
I feel the same,
The same piece of shit,
Just as always...

There is something missing in me, in my life,
And I don't know for sure what it is...
I found that I been feeling that for the most part of my teen years, and I found out this past year...

I open up myself in the last months, and even with that...

Well NOBODY really care, try or want to know the truth...
Who is blind?
Probably me... I'm no fool,
I do found out about everything on my own, there's never been need to send somebody to tell me what I already know, but, sometimes it helps I think...

Maybe, I don't believe in friendship & love and maybe I'm just disappointed for being passed over.

Prying Open My Third Eye

2005-07-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

By: Bill Hicks

Samples from the song 'Third Eye', from the album Ænima by Tool.

See I think drugs have done some good things for us, I really do, and if you don't think drugs have done good things for us do me a favor, Go home tonight, take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your CDs and burn them, 'cuz you know what?, the musicians who made all that great music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years... where real fuckin' high on drugs.

Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed into a slow vibration.
That we are all one consiousness experimanting its self subadjectively.
There's no such thing as death; life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselfs.
Here's Tom with the weather.

For the past, let's cure the present

2005-07-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

I remember the times... the real good ones...

There was a time where I didn't have to worry about anything,

A time where I knew that everything was in it's place...

A time where I ask for a heart, where I ask for trust, and I didn't care about the lies...

There was a time (and kindda quoting somebody), were I was different, I really was...

But now?...

Throughout human evolution, there has been many changes in the human behavior,

At the begining, the people were strangers to each other, then came that stage where a 'frenger' is the word for it... and then in a smaller stage... the friends came, and all the people started to be happy with each other... but when people feel the need to talk to each other, and tell important things through a third person... then... people just go back to frengers, sad isn't?...

Well maybe, just maybe, nothing can be lost if at least one person belive in frienship,

The change starts with one.

I receive trust, and I find out that I had a heart, that I care por people, that I have more faces...

First I feel more that I was, then... well, I find out the reality, a piece of crap worth more than I can ever wish for, but at the end, I just accept the fact...

Is passion's lost?, all the trust is gone?,

I never lied, I never left, but I never lived and I was never loved and now I'm lost and hurt.

Baz00ka Fashion Show

2005-07-09T19:02:00.000-07:00

Ayer viernes 8 de Julio me dirigi al Oxigeno House, que se encuentra ubicado arriba del museo de cera sobre la calle Francisco I. Madero, entre la calle 1era y la calle 2da, y hay que aclarar que uno se pasa el lugar minimo 1 vez antes de saber donde es :P, pero la cosa es que después de 20 minutos de buscar estacionamiento, que no sirvio de mucho debo decir, por que lo termine moviendo a un estacionamiento publico que cobra 5dlls por 24hr (Una ganga realmente), y se encuentra entre 1era y Madero, por si alguna vez ocupan :)...
Bueno, el caso es que, el compañero y amigo Baz00ka nos invito a la presentación de la linea de Camisetas & Accesorios Baz00ka (www.baz00ka.com, para más información), que incluyo música en vivo y pasarela.
En la música en vivo se presentaron: Dr. Jeckill, Ika, Nuestra Sangre, Strap, Koñorteño, Los Kung Fu Monkeys, Faca y el DJ de una páginita de radio por internet la cual esta betada por mi mente...
La pasarela fue constante durante las presentaciones musicales, y todo el evento hubo visuales de logos Bazooka, excepto durante la presentación de Los Kung Fu Monkeys, que pusieron una pelicula china que la verdad me dio bastante risa de lo exageradamente estupida que se veia (y ni siquiera sabia que estaban diciendo, por la música y por que no habia subtitulos, jaja), pero bueno, Los KFM estuvieron bastante bien, en cada presentación las bandas y gente arriba del escenario hizo su esfuerzo por crear ambiente.
Hablando de ambiente... hubo buena cantidad de gente, se puede decir que la primera mitad del Oxigeno House se lleno, y hubo mosh y toda la cosa (yo nunca fui de mosh, pero por alguna razón prefiero eso a los bailes harcorescos, dunno).
Baz00ka se lucio y se llevo todo su cuarto, jaja, para que la gente jugara en el Atari y el Nintendo, mientras se sentaban en la cama de Baz00ka, oh, a ver cuando vamos a tu casa Baz00ka!, jaja...
También hubo la modelo oficial, una modelo que camino por el show vestida de muerta, muy al estilo Baz00ka, eso si, con su corazón en sangrentado en la mano.
Otra cosa incluida fue la tienda de accesorios de las bandas que tocaron y la tienda Baz00ka, que a lo que vi, tuvo buenas ventas, puesto que parecia que una buena parte de los asistentes tenian y/o compraron su camiseta Baz00ka.
En fin, un éxito para el joven Carlos Preciado, mejor y mundialmente conocido como Baz00ka, y desde aqui le deseo más éxito!.

Live 8

2005-07-08T14:01:00.000-07:00

El pasado sabado 2 de Julio se celebro en diversas ciudades alrededor del globo los conciertos del Live 8.

Primero, el proposito: El proposito principal de esta serie de conciertos es meter presión a la cumbre de G8, (Que comenzo esta semana), esta cumbre, conjuntada por los 7 paises más ricos del mundo (Alemania, Canadá, Estados Unidos, Francia, Italia, Japón, Reino Unido) y Rusia y buscan acabar con la pobreza en el continente africano, así Live 8 contribuye a que el resultado de esta cumbre sea, como dijo Bono: "Justica, no caridad".

Segundo, las ciudades: Los conciertos del Live 8 tomaron lugar en Londres, Cornwall, Versalles, Ontario, Berlin, Roma, Moscu, Tokio, Johannesburg, y Filadelfia, y el 6 de Julio en Edinburgo.

Tercero, los involucrados: he aqui los nombres que sobresalen;
Audioslave, U2, Velvet Revolver, The Who, Coldplay, The Cure, Muse, Placebo, Green Day, Keane, REM, Snoop Dogg, Snow Patrol, Stereophonics, Joss Stone, Travis, Dave Matthews Band, Alicia Keys, Black Eyed Peas, Run DMC, Bjork, y la reunión después de 24 años sin tocar juntos: Pink Floyd.

Audioslave tocó en Brandenburg Gate, Berlin, con un set de 4 canciones, el cual me parece bastante curioso:
Doesn't Remind Me.- Este es el próximo single de su nueva producción, Out Of Exile.
Like A Stone.- El hit de su primera producción Audioslave.
Black Hole Sun.- Una canción de Soundgarden, la ex-banda del vocalista Chris Cornell, en el concierto toco unicamente Cornell con una guitarra acústica, una versión que ha estado tocando en su ultimo tour.
Killing In The Name.- Canción de Rage Against The Machine, de donde salen los otros 3 integrantes de Audioslave (Tim Commerford, Brad Wilk y el mago de la guitarra: Tom Morello).
Así los asistentes se llevaron un pedazo de 3 bandas en un solo set, como comentario, Cornell no andaba muy bien de su voz, y Morello hizo un discurso bastante inspirador sobre el activismo local para el cambio mundial.

Pink Floyd tocó en el Hyde Park de Londres, también con un set de 4 canciónes:
Breath
Money
Wish You Were Here
Comfortably Numb
Notas: Nunca ensayaron las canciones, se esperanzaron a que lo recordarian, MTV estuvo constantemente cortando la presentación, los conductores hablaron por la mayor parte del set y cortaron a comerciales a mitad de Comfortably Numb, lo cual creo una serie de reacciones por parte de la audiencia, y MTV después de tantas criticas, decidio re-transmitir el Live 8, debido a las inconformidades del público, ja!, a ver si así aprenden...

Otra cosa, con motivo del Live 8, las ventas del álbum 'Echoes - Best Of' de Pink Floyd, subieron un 1,343% ...

Forget It

2005-07-06T19:49:00.000-07:00

What if?
Yeah, what if we forget?,
what if we ignore history?, and our past?,
what if everyone of us forget about the past?
what if we ignore the present?
and we should start thinking about the future...

Maybe we should start learning from the past, our own mistakes...
and from that, I can tell all of you, that the time to try even harder, is here...
Yeah, I can say I try, and I did, over and over again since the beginning,
and it's not working, it never did, and things, well, sure have change, but inside...
It's the same pain and love and confusion and fear and insecurity,
and I still have to face some demons...

I don't know if this happens, but, in case that any of you, in case you dear reader think, that you know me... well, let me tell you, to all of you, you don't know me, nobody really does, sure, you can know some aspects of me very well, and sure other knows a face of me that most don't, but, I just can't think of anybody, who can say without problem, that he or she 'knows me'...
The song can't lie, I am cold, I am ugly, I always get confused when it comes to feelings and love to be precise...
And yes, every smile that comes from me, potentially hides a bold-faced lie...
My heart wasn't really open to anyone, until someone actually win it, and I didn't and I don't know what to do, I never really knew... this was the first time of something I started to think it will never happen..

So... what good does the past did here?...
I maybe need to get away from the past and from the present in order to survive the future...
That's an idea...

I just hope that nobody get to know my cold side, my cruel side, my "evil" side...
Non of you can even imagine the potential in me, and there is people who will never know it, from my own decision...
But if any of you dear reader, get to know that side, don't take it personal, please, it's just my answer, my last reaction, that will mean that my heart is no longer in funtion, and my soul vanished away...

But that ain't happining soon, now, I'm good, I cannot be disturbed, I guess...
I just need to forget it.

Feel Ever Again

2005-07-05T16:35:00.000-07:00

Por: Ramón "Pollo" Roche

Two, three, or maybe four minutes, hours, days, months, or years will maybe pass for me to forgive you...

You think that you can come here and claim this your own?,

My feelings, my power, my blood thirsting mouth?...

Why you want so badly to hurt me?, when you know I have a need to love you?,

you make me so fucking happy and when you leave... I don't even wanna remember that,

IT HURTS,

and I don't want to ever feel pain again,

coming from you, or anyone...

This is WRONG,

I don't have a need to be here,

you don't have a need to read this,

but maybe when you do, you will realize I DID loved you, and I DID wanted you to marry me,

maybe to have little kids that could eat worms and kill barbies with a hammer...

All I wanted is that you started to look inside of me,

but now is to late,

now I am empty and I'm so full of anger...

Thank you.

Yo era diferente.

Hurt

2005-07-01T11:17:00.000-07:00

Álbum: The Downward Spiral
by: Nine Inch Nails

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

On trial...

2005-07-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

OK, the trial days are here, well, actually, they were here since some time now, just that now we expect to see some results, some actions from all the parts...

Some crazy ideas have come to my mind, and I been considering all, it's time that my mind take control... it's in times like these that I have to be smart, isn't enough with the fact that I know what's going on, and what I have to do, now it's time to take some actions, but I have to be careful, I need to make sure that the only one who it's going to get hurt, it's me... which is hard, but it has to be done.

The near and mid-term future is in my hands, any wrong decisions will result in chaos.

Be Real, remember the past, and think about the future

2005-06-23T17:56:00.000-07:00

There's something I wanna say, a nice and friendly message to all...
I don't like you, I don't like YOUR problems or anyone else's problems, and, I DON'T like MY problems...

I realize that endless is the price I have to pay for this, for what I have...
Really?, do I believe that?, I think that in a long term, I might...

So... I don't have a point here, what is this?, what do I write?, do I have to write anything?...
I been feeling... good, ok, there stuff in my mind, as in your mind, dear reader, as well,
I don't and I won't have the vacations from all of you, nope, there isn't the exile that I promised to my mind, I been pull back from the road to that place, and... it's weird, 'cuz it feels good, it feels so good, and this feeling... wow, just wow, I never even considered to actually have it, yes, newsflash for me...
And at the end, in the bottom, I just want something I can never have, and that's ok...

So, you thought that you knew?, ha, you don't have any idea...

D day is over...

2005-06-16T17:18:00.000-07:00

And I'm not in the dark side of the force yet... just not yet...

Happiness in my mind... and the heart is ok for now...

Think for yourself. Question authority.

2005-06-15T10:13:00.000-07:00

By: Timothy Leary

Think for yourself

Question authority

Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going in this ocean of chaos, it has been the authorities, the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules, regulations, informing, forming in our minds their view of reality. To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable, open-mindedness; chaotic, confused, vulnerability to inform yourself.

Think for yourself.

Question authority.

Brain Damage

2005-06-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

It's almost over...
I feel it so close...
Something in me tell me, it's time,
It's time to reject the world again,
It's time to be careless to everyone,
It's time to enjoy my sadness, the fact that
I'm not going to see anybody for a long time,
Well just a few days left, a few events left...
And I can hurt myself, without any eyes who can realize of it,
I can break myself into pieces...

It's so good to be alone,
Makes me more strong, more cold,
And I can let escape my anger to myself...
A few weeks like this, and I can say:
"Good bye heart, see you later, when I have to come back"

I need to see that guy again,
The careless one, I'm tire of being worry about people,
And most of it, of feeling I'm doing it without being notice,
I make no change for good, so... I'm tire of feeling six feet under over people,
Now, I will call the other guy, the lonely one, the one how doesn't care,
Say goodbye to the imbecile who care too much, 'cuz he... he is dying inside...

Quiero y quiero no querer...

2005-05-30T10:41:00.000-07:00

Quiero, y lo quiero mucho, pero también, y mayor cantidad muy seguramente, a la vez, quiero tanto, pero tanto, el no querer, no quiero querer y quiero dejar a las cosas al tiempo, al olvido, a pesar de que se que eso no me servira de nada al corto y mediano plazo, pero no importa, no caere, no quiero caer...

Disculpen si de pronto no paresco estar bien parado, pero creanme, creeme, estoy en la tierra, luchando por no elevarme absolutamente, nada aqui estoy, como he estado desde hace tiempo, luchando, luchando con mi mente, luchando con mi subconciente, luchando con mis sentimientos, luchando con mis pensamientos, luchando con mis impulsos, luchando con mis acciones, luchando...

¿Por qué siento que he estado perdiendo?

***Just ask me, I will tell YOU anything and everything, I'm on my knees before you***

World So Cold

2005-05-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

album: The End Of All Things To Come
by: Mudvayne

When passion's lost, And all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend,
Look into their eyes,
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending out the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
Circumstances of a world so cold

Burning whispers, remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold

Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away,
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending out the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
Circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,

Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,

I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,

I'm turning away
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending out the wounds of us

I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
Circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Circumstances of a world so cold

***No comments***

What if I scream?

2005-05-25T12:40:00.000-07:00

¿Recuerdan el sentimiento de extrañar a alguien?
¿Recuerdan el sentimiento de querer ver a alguien con tantas ganas?
¿Recuerdan como se sintieron al momento de saber de ese alguien?
Recuerdos que se viven hoy en día...

¿Qué pasaria si se dicen algo ahora?, justo ahora... ¿que pasaria?
Las ganas de gritar no se quitan...

Platicas, pensamientos, escritos, demaciadas cosas relacionadas y que otras personas seguiran el circulo vicioso, bonito el sentimiento, pero terrorifico a veces, de miedo...

¿Recuerdan?