'Cuz 10 minutes ain't enough...

This is, and always have been one of the most difficult task for me, because I don't have an accurate concept of myself, I like to think of myself as lower that some times I actually am...
So... what am I?, who am I?... what a question, I will try to put myself in few words, and simple as posible, 'cuz otherwise, it'll take me 10 post, each longer than the other...

I consider myself an analytic person, a deep thinker, even if I don't look like one, which is one of the things I choose to do...

I also considered myself as a political & social mind, I try to keep myself inform about the news around my city, my country and the world, I'm a person of reason, of facts, I don't dig everything the church or the state says, "Think for yourself. Question authority."...

I'm not left-wing or revolutionary, like some people may think, like I said, I use the reason, so I can't take side for such a stupid thing, there somethings I'm liberal about, and others that I'm conservative about, each topic must be analyze leaving sides aside...

I'll always try to keep a low profile, I don't like be seen as a "star" or "the best", see, I might joke about it, about me feeling the best, but I actually don't like people telling me something like that, makes me uncomfortable...
I'm not that good with new people, in a upper level of my person, I get along well very quickly, but in the low-personal level... I can know people for a very LONG time, and get along real well with it, but still, I hide myself...
My real me is very confusing... 'cuz is a mix of every personality in me, with a lot of up's and down's, and good's, but sometimes I think that with too much bad's and ugly's...

So maybe that reveals how insecure I am, and is more evident on social situations, but I'm working on that...

I like black humor, I'm sarcastic, even if I don't show it a lot, belive me, in my, the first answer that I think about a comment, usually is a sarcastic one, that I don't usually bring up, 'cuz on the other hand, I consider myself a very considerate person, I do care about not hurting people, at least not because of me...

I never actually belive in "love"... but, I know it does exists... in our heads, and this drug, is stronger that all combine... but is exciting and it feels good and right... until your mind wakes up and realize that it's been a prisoner...

It's a shame that we have to disappear, I enjoy every moment, just that it is time to move on, and there isn't space for a we there...

I'm fond... but I'll never want to be inlove ['Cuz I refuse to love] but I know what it is... the past I can't forget, even if I try...

I had to fight, I did, and just when I thought I won... I realize that, the only thing that I accomplish, is to take prisioner the feelings, just like they took my mind away for a long time...