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20 [Pt. 1: Sad, Angry & Depressive version]
Published miércoles, julio 13, 2005 by AllPowerToThePeople | E-mail this post
This is what I wrote in the last minutes of my 19's... it may be harmful and depressive for some, but I decided to blog it 'cuz, well, sometimes is the feeling that I get, just see the Pt. 2 for better feeling:
Another year has passed by...
Another year has passed by...
How to evaluate it?
Is been... hard...and new...and different in a way...
The first half was...ok, normal, I think, no big deal...
The second?, well, let's just say that 2005 is tha Fucked Up year...
I found out many things that sometimes it seems like I didn't found nothing...
Well, the thing is, that a few of them may be a little good, not all of them are bad, and all are good for learning...
I think I'm getting to really know me, I know that: I'm a crappy musician, writer, designer, thinking mind, speaker (in any language), working man, spoke person, and most of it, a really crappy friend and tech support...
I was cold, yes, but nothing compare to the potential in me that I found...
Sometimes I feel like NOBODY matters anymore,
That I have no heart for anybody, I have no soul to save,
I don't care who is born, dead or re-born yesterday, today or tomorrow...
I feel the same,
The same piece of shit,
Just as always...
There is something missing in me, in my life,
And I don't know for sure what it is...
I found that I been feeling that for the most part of my teen years, and I found out this past year...
I open up myself in the last months, and even with that...
Is been... hard...and new...and different in a way...
The first half was...ok, normal, I think, no big deal...
The second?, well, let's just say that 2005 is tha Fucked Up year...
I found out many things that sometimes it seems like I didn't found nothing...
Well, the thing is, that a few of them may be a little good, not all of them are bad, and all are good for learning...
I think I'm getting to really know me, I know that: I'm a crappy musician, writer, designer, thinking mind, speaker (in any language), working man, spoke person, and most of it, a really crappy friend and tech support...
I was cold, yes, but nothing compare to the potential in me that I found...
Sometimes I feel like NOBODY matters anymore,
That I have no heart for anybody, I have no soul to save,
I don't care who is born, dead or re-born yesterday, today or tomorrow...
I feel the same,
The same piece of shit,
Just as always...
There is something missing in me, in my life,
And I don't know for sure what it is...
I found that I been feeling that for the most part of my teen years, and I found out this past year...
I open up myself in the last months, and even with that...
Well NOBODY really care, try or want to know the truth...
Who is blind?
Probably me... I'm no fool,
I do found out about everything on my own, there's never been need to send somebody to tell me what I already know, but, sometimes it helps I think...
Maybe, I don't believe in friendship & love and maybe I'm just disappointed for being passed over.
Who is blind?
Probably me... I'm no fool,
I do found out about everything on my own, there's never been need to send somebody to tell me what I already know, but, sometimes it helps I think...
Maybe, I don't believe in friendship & love and maybe I'm just disappointed for being passed over.
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